How does one define spiritual growth then?
Do the spiritual feelings increase after this period?
Or since you do not believe that feeling defines spirit, how does one define spiritual growth at all?
I would define spiritual growth as a feeling of unity and oneness with God. A sense of His constant presence within my heart, and a sense of constant direction by the spirit – so that I am doing and acting as He would have me do or act, and in every situation I do or act as He directs. The growth aspect is an increase in this ability and the sense of closeness.
So what is it for Catholics? RebeccaJ if you are out there, I suspect you understand the question. But would other Catholics agree with your answer? You have Mormon genes!
Dying to oneself, the oft repeated theme of being a disciple of Jesus, requires change.
This does not always feel good, quite often, it requires decisions that are painful. The love of God is a consuming flame.
But how do you know God is guiding? Because, you pray and ask Him, and He answers. And one day, you are like the song and asking yourself, “how did I get here?” And there is no denying that you did not do it on your own.
You are struggling, and not understanding the Eucharist, or even the basic question of How do you know God is there? The big question. Asked by anyone who has contemplated God, including atheists.
You pray, not that God will give you signs, or burning feelings, or bushes set on fire. You just want to be where God is. He leads you to Him, if you ask. He helps you understand, clearly, the questions, the fog, struggles, one by one they leave you and you are left agape. Awestruck. And you just know, that even if you doubt, or worry, or struggle, or get frustrated with blind Mormons, that God is there.
Mother Theresa had these experiences, of knowing, of finding herself in places where she knew that God led her. That she didn’t get there on her own. And so in the dark times, it is faith that gets us through. We don’t forget that God has done many wonderful things. The He heard us when we called. That the world changed because we changed and it was all God’s doing. You don’t forget, and so you have faith, that even when God seems to have gone silent, and the suffering all around you never ceases. The kind of suffering the Mother Theresa dealt with on a daily basis. That kind of suffering. Where is God? She knew, she had faith, that He had not left the innocent around her. Had not deserted them. And WE know that God had given them Mother Theresa.
That is the recognition. We see God working in people like Mother Theresa. Mother Theresa, she was just one of us. The knower of her weaknesses. The disbelief that God had given her for His purposes. But we see it. We know. And so do many who know nothing of Catholicism or even Christianity for that matter.
We also know that we aren’t called to sit and gaze and Mother Theresa and think on how wonderful she is. She was following a Person, and so are we. Our faith is not an idle faith, or should not be, but often it is. Perhaps Mother Theresa’s darkness was that the suffering was to great for her to handle on her own, and she needed the help of others. Like us. Who are sitting comfortably in our climate controlled homes with cupboards full of food and admiring wonderful Mother Theresa.
Spiritual growth is about following a Person. Jesus Christ. He has shown us the Way. You know your own weaknesses. You search your own self, and confess your sins, and ask God to help you improve. And He listens. And soon enough, He gives you the opportunity to improve, and you realize even more that grace He has given to you to follow Him. What was impossible yesterday, is possible today.
This is not a feeling. It is real life. The alcoholic who becomes sober and works tireless at charitable giving. The young man who gives his life to God, and serves His Church. The former atheist who tells another how to know God is there. The orphans in abject poverty who find care in the arms of a sisterhood.
This is where God is and how you know you are following His Way.