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…or me, either. Or the people of Haiti. Or those murdered in the Holocaust. Or two close family members struck down in their prime with incurable cancer.I regard atheism as much a leap of “faith” as Theism, since the atheist’s position can never be verified by the scientific method. But that’s not why I’m posting.
I WANT to believe…to know by faith. I was reared to believe and I have believed, quite strongly at times, until the last couple of years. Now, for some reason the idea of an invisible Father in the sky who will admit those people who follow his rules on earth into some fantastic “Disney Land in the sky” seems childish and silly. In short, my life experience has taught me that a life as posited by the Christian Heaven is too good to be true. We’ve all heard the saying “if it sounds too good to be true, it probably is.”
IF the First Cause that kick-started this earth into existence were to let me into his playground, it would by definition be disappointing. To live is to have hopes dashed and dreams crushed. That’s pretty universal.
I’ve even verbally said “God, come in” and “Jesus, the door is open”, but nothing happens. HOW do any one of You ask Jesus into your lives in a way that induces him to enter? Someone please answer. He pays no attention to me.
Remember that if you think that heaven is too good to be true, consider hell–it’s always there, hot and gaping, and waiting for you to burn for all eternity if you do anything unconfessed before your die that the Catholic church regards as a mortal sin, such as masturbation, for example. Belief will give you guilt and misery, compulsions to confess anything that might be a sin, including doubt, which most thinking people have when confronted with the endless ‘mysteries’ of Catholicism. If someone wanted you to try a new medical treatment for a serious disease you have, which completely would alter your life style, wouldn’t you ask what* scientific evidence *there is to support such a treatment, before you decided to try it? But the Catholic church expects you to believe in a cosmos of allegations- gods, infallibility, saints, ‘mysteries’, ‘sacraments’, guilt, sin, mortal sin, heaven and hell, with many obligations and duties and the assumption of a huge amount of guilt–all without a shred of evidence to support it. Does that make sense?