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petitefleur
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Dearest friends,
I know I’ve been requesting this particular prayer for friendships several times, and I know that our Lord is my friend also, but I truly truly need to be able to connect to others in the “real” world also.
I’ve been going through hell since I left my former job (to take care of my visa) and former place of residence last December.
Like, people are afraid to talk to me, afraid to respond to my prayer requests, although I badly need their support and am going through a very difficult time (and I’ve known them for years!).
Lots of cowardice, ignorance and fear due to the nature of my repressive society. (I’ve posted about this several times, so there’s no need to go into details this time)
I know that if I were a good Christian I would just “accept” it but this lack of communication and connectedness is driving me crazy.
I desperately need friends who are not afraid to talk to me, who can honestly and bravely respond to my prayer requests, who understand my pain, etc.
I’ve been ignored by friends, priests and fellow Christians simply because they’re afraid to discuss the issues affecting society (which are so close to my heart), and all this is wreaking havoc on my physical, mental and emotional health.
I’ve asked people to be my friends, to be my family, to pray for me, but they just got scared and it hurts me so much. Especially since our former governor was sentenced to 2 years of imprisonment for “blasphemy”, people just fled from me, my thoughts and my prayer requests like a plague.
I just feel so unloved and unwanted, and sometimes even think that the good news of Christianity may not be for me.
Please, pray a lot for me! I am in very great distress.
May the Lord bless you all abundantly. Thank you.
I know I’ve been requesting this particular prayer for friendships several times, and I know that our Lord is my friend also, but I truly truly need to be able to connect to others in the “real” world also.
I’ve been going through hell since I left my former job (to take care of my visa) and former place of residence last December.
Like, people are afraid to talk to me, afraid to respond to my prayer requests, although I badly need their support and am going through a very difficult time (and I’ve known them for years!).
Lots of cowardice, ignorance and fear due to the nature of my repressive society. (I’ve posted about this several times, so there’s no need to go into details this time)
I know that if I were a good Christian I would just “accept” it but this lack of communication and connectedness is driving me crazy.
I desperately need friends who are not afraid to talk to me, who can honestly and bravely respond to my prayer requests, who understand my pain, etc.
I’ve been ignored by friends, priests and fellow Christians simply because they’re afraid to discuss the issues affecting society (which are so close to my heart), and all this is wreaking havoc on my physical, mental and emotional health.
I’ve asked people to be my friends, to be my family, to pray for me, but they just got scared and it hurts me so much. Especially since our former governor was sentenced to 2 years of imprisonment for “blasphemy”, people just fled from me, my thoughts and my prayer requests like a plague.
I just feel so unloved and unwanted, and sometimes even think that the good news of Christianity may not be for me.
Please, pray a lot for me! I am in very great distress.
May the Lord bless you all abundantly. Thank you.