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Paul_theApostle
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I did something as a child
I can’t forgive myself so easily
As I can’t even remember why I did it or didn’t seem to have control over it
I just did it
And believe it messed up my life
How do I make a menz
How do I accept what I did
I didn’t even know why I did it
I just did it
And I feel bad
Or that God chastened me in a big way
Which makes me feel and know
He wasn’t happy or pleased with what I did
Or that I know it was bad
Because I felt the hand of the Lord upon me after I did it
Some time later
Have mercy on me God
Forgive me
Help me to forgive myself
Why was I chastened the way I was
I feel bad for what I did
It seems obvious you were not pleased letting me suffer because of my actions
I feel like a punished sinner
I was only young and very young at it
I don’t even know why I did what I did
But I know or believe the hand of the Lord came upon me
I’m sorry Jesus I’m sorry St Peter
St Paul
St George
St James and all you other Apostles and Saints
My angel
My guardian I know you have been far from me my whole life
Please wrap your heavenly grace peace love and cover these sins together knowing fully the grace mercy love peace and salvation of the Lord
Blessed be God
I can’t forgive myself so easily
As I can’t even remember why I did it or didn’t seem to have control over it
I just did it
And believe it messed up my life
How do I make a menz
How do I accept what I did
I didn’t even know why I did it
I just did it
And I feel bad
Or that God chastened me in a big way
Which makes me feel and know
He wasn’t happy or pleased with what I did
Or that I know it was bad
Because I felt the hand of the Lord upon me after I did it
Some time later
Have mercy on me God
Forgive me
Help me to forgive myself
Why was I chastened the way I was
I feel bad for what I did
It seems obvious you were not pleased letting me suffer because of my actions
I feel like a punished sinner
I was only young and very young at it
I don’t even know why I did what I did
But I know or believe the hand of the Lord came upon me
I’m sorry Jesus I’m sorry St Peter
St Paul
St George
St James and all you other Apostles and Saints
My angel
My guardian I know you have been far from me my whole life
Please wrap your heavenly grace peace love and cover these sins together knowing fully the grace mercy love peace and salvation of the Lord
Blessed be God
