Today, Wednesday, I attended Mass at a downtown church, where I am not familiar with the priests. Although I have learned to overlook unauthoized “tweakings” of the liturgy that pop up in different ways in different places, I found it much more difficult to sit still during the long homily this priest gave in which he berated the heirarchy, our new pope, as authoritarian, demonstrated, he said, by the “forced” resignation of Tom Reese, S.J., the editor of the Jesuit magazine “America.” He also denounced the Church’s opposition to gay unions (though he said he wouldn’t necessarily insist these need to be called marriage.), euthanasia, and abortion and the Church’s efforts to pressure Catholic polititians with unCatholic positions. I have never thus far heard so much poison come out of the mouth of a Catholic priest, and never from the pulpit.
My stomach was churning. I prayed Hail Mary’s over and over as he spoke, and when several people ahead of me got up and walked out, I was so tempted to join them – I have done that before, but it has been suggested to me that that action disrespects Our Lord. I stayed, reasoning that I had come to receive Jesus and it didn’t matter if the vehicle were the worst priest alvie…
I don’t doubt this matter has come up far too often on the forum, but I was overwhelmed by the prospect of searching for the like sitiation so that I might better cope with this when it happens again. Help! This eats me up inside. I approach communion with my innards bathed in the acid of anger.
And yes, I have thought about contacting the archdiocese, but that always feels like spitting into the wind (sigh).