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fred_conty
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There are 3 sources of temptation; world,flesh,devil. The devil frequently uses the other two in his work. He knows by observation what your pitfalls are in the world, and your weakness in the flesh.I have never admitted to this publically before, as I always thought it was silly frankly. However, I sincerely believe now that I have either a demonic attachment, or am being oppressed. I was talking with a friend who claims to be spiritually sensitive (of course we all know what this means). However, the subject of my habitual sin of lust (porn, masturbation) came up and this friend said you know it’s your demon name unposted? I was floored. It’s a demon mentioned in scripture and held by some tradtionally (I have found after some research) to be the demon of lust. I have also since looked up some symptoms of oppression and I believe that I suffer them. I mean, there are times when I get some really sick sexual images in my head that, normally, would send me screaming that I find myself delighting in. Then, of course, later, I think, “Why in the ____ did I allow that to be in my head? How in the ____ could I find that even close to appealing?” I need this to stop. My wife is moving farther and farther away (emotionally). I am finding easier and easier to look at bad images. I hate everything basically. And I feel no concern, really ever, for anyone or anything. What can I do? My priest says to stop thinking about the demonic and focus on Christ. I am not possessed. I do not have an aversion to religious items. I just find it really easy not to care. HELP!
You do not have to be obsessed or possessed to have strong drives and attractions contrary to virtue. You just have to be a human being.
Sone of the greatest saints have had great temptations to blaspheme God. They are the last ones any body would judge to have problems with blaspheming but they did. The devil indeed.
I hope you won’t think that I am making light of your current situation. What I am saying is that all any of us can expect is a tough time from Satan, and as Peter said, our fight is against principalities and powers. For he is always on the prowl in one way or another to take us down.
If there is one thing satan fears, it is Mary. She is in the first book of the bible and in the last book of the bible as one who is at war with satan. That seems to be the image that God gives us of our heavenly mother.
I would recommend very strongly to get yourself a green scapular, wear it, and don’t take it off.
One of the benefits Mary promised to those who used it is protection from satan. I’m sure she won’t let you down if you take her at her word. I dosen’t mean necessarily that the promptings by the devil will stop, but that she will be there at your side supporting you. This is a gift from her to help you and she wants you to have it.
Here is someone who found the green scapular very helpful.
forums.catholic-questions.org/showthread.php?t=690740&page=3
“…Dreams of demons holding me down while i slept and trying to strangle me. Horrid stuff.”…“Also, i’ve never suffered from those terrifying dreams while i slept with me scapulars on. I have a green one and a blue/black St Michael one. They 're a bit grotty after never taking them off but i reckon its worth it.”
