The priest woman “confessed” all her drama, in September 87, in a long story-interview published in the Press. “I am as God wanted me - he said, in an attempt to explain his complex personality - even though I know I am an obvious contradiction for the Church”. “IS’ which was not foreseen by canon law. “After the operation - Carla had written in a diary where she expressed all her internal conflict - I finally became myself”. The pages of that diary were read, during the trigth mass celebrated at the Consolata in Turin by the rector of the sanctuary Don Franco Peradotto, to try to give an answer to the dilemma raised by Carla herself immediately after changing sex. “I can celebrate - the priest said - confess, bless, I can consecrate the bread and wine because my order is neither suspended nor null”. “If I decided to abstain - he added - simply by praying, it is in order not to create disturbances to rules that I don’t agree with and that made me suffer”. " He suffered terribly - recalls the parish priest who had followed the last years of his life - I remember when he warned me. ‘For you, he said, it is dangerous to have a’ friend like me '”. Milanese of origin, he had officiated in Liguria for years. When, still a’ priest man ', he realized that his mind, which thought of women, refused the his male-looking physique sank into a terrible crisis. Don Carlo had then sought help from his spiritual father, from the bishop, then from the neurologist. Some had explained to him that his problems arose from the devil and had proposed to him, priest, an exorcism rite.