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Barbora1
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Hello Everyone,
I am new here. I saw few already closed discussions about the topic of victim soul on this site. I decided to open a new topic.
In 2009 God chose me to be a victim soul for a period of time. I was bed bound for at least a week despite not being objectively ill. God blessed me with invisible stigmata on my feet and hands. The pain was intense and I knew I suffered together with Jesus. He chose me, I would never say he would choose me. I already was a converted Catholic and I had a great love for crucified Christ since my teens. When all of this happened, I was 24 and at Uni. My best friend who shared room with me, as a result of events, found God and lives her faith actively. My sister who took heavy drugs and came to visit me, found God. Jesus healed her and she became very strong in faith. In few years she decided to study Catholic Theology and now holds Masters in that.
The time when I suffered, I did not want to eat or drink. I just prayed and prayed and could hear God’s voice clearly in my heart. I felt love and love only and was happy to suffer for souls.
On Friday I felt an agony amd asked my friend to go to church with me for Holy Mass. When priest lifted the host I passed out kneeling.
Later on in few days to come I went for confession. I needed a guidance and was happy to do anything that priest says under obedience. It was very intense what was happening and needed a soul to talk to me and guide me. This priest ridiculed me and asked me what meds I am on. Since then I was not able to talk to any priest properly, put of fear. Also mainly scared they think I put too much attention to this or they just don’t believe me.
There were many phenomena connected to this I would like to talk to somebody about, but not sure whom
I only recently started browsing and found it is called Victim Soul, I had no idea it had a name. Over the years I learned to accept that maybe God does not want me to talk to anybody. I would need somebody’s discernment on this. May God be glorified in his wondruous plans and his Botomless Mercy for us ! Happy New Year and God bless everyone !
I am new here. I saw few already closed discussions about the topic of victim soul on this site. I decided to open a new topic.
In 2009 God chose me to be a victim soul for a period of time. I was bed bound for at least a week despite not being objectively ill. God blessed me with invisible stigmata on my feet and hands. The pain was intense and I knew I suffered together with Jesus. He chose me, I would never say he would choose me. I already was a converted Catholic and I had a great love for crucified Christ since my teens. When all of this happened, I was 24 and at Uni. My best friend who shared room with me, as a result of events, found God and lives her faith actively. My sister who took heavy drugs and came to visit me, found God. Jesus healed her and she became very strong in faith. In few years she decided to study Catholic Theology and now holds Masters in that.
The time when I suffered, I did not want to eat or drink. I just prayed and prayed and could hear God’s voice clearly in my heart. I felt love and love only and was happy to suffer for souls.
On Friday I felt an agony amd asked my friend to go to church with me for Holy Mass. When priest lifted the host I passed out kneeling.
Later on in few days to come I went for confession. I needed a guidance and was happy to do anything that priest says under obedience. It was very intense what was happening and needed a soul to talk to me and guide me. This priest ridiculed me and asked me what meds I am on. Since then I was not able to talk to any priest properly, put of fear. Also mainly scared they think I put too much attention to this or they just don’t believe me.
There were many phenomena connected to this I would like to talk to somebody about, but not sure whom
I only recently started browsing and found it is called Victim Soul, I had no idea it had a name. Over the years I learned to accept that maybe God does not want me to talk to anybody. I would need somebody’s discernment on this. May God be glorified in his wondruous plans and his Botomless Mercy for us ! Happy New Year and God bless everyone !