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Guyonthestreet
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I dont want to go into personal details on a public forum, but I thought I should share this with my fellow brothers and sisters here -
I’ve struggled with something for roughly the past 12 years.
Nothing obvious to anyone on the outside or even those who know my very well.
Trained and conditioned to never give up and never give in, I disguise the symptoms very well. An inner demon. There’s help - but that means admitting weakness, and I cant do that ( I know, major personality flaw but there ya go).
I’ve asked God to help me with this.
This morning, I felt the initial triggers that begin this ‘‘thing’’ that I struggle with.
And then -
nothing.
Gone,
Finished.
Like it never was.
And I thought what in the world


But that’s it folks.
It’s over.
I’m free.
And I can only conclude it is by nothing more or less than God’s Grace.
I wasnt even talking to Him at the time


Im sorry, without explicit detail I know the above wont make a lot of sense, but I just had to commit this to here because with you good people I am growing more and more in faith, and I really believe God did something this morning.
I’ve struggled with something for roughly the past 12 years.
Nothing obvious to anyone on the outside or even those who know my very well.
Trained and conditioned to never give up and never give in, I disguise the symptoms very well. An inner demon. There’s help - but that means admitting weakness, and I cant do that ( I know, major personality flaw but there ya go).
I’ve asked God to help me with this.
This morning, I felt the initial triggers that begin this ‘‘thing’’ that I struggle with.
And then -
nothing.
Gone,
Finished.
Like it never was.
And I thought what in the world
But that’s it folks.
It’s over.
I’m free.
And I can only conclude it is by nothing more or less than God’s Grace.
I wasnt even talking to Him at the time
Im sorry, without explicit detail I know the above wont make a lot of sense, but I just had to commit this to here because with you good people I am growing more and more in faith, and I really believe God did something this morning.
