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scoobydoo6v92
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I have a question, I think I am not called to priesthood, at the very least at this time. I am a horse trainer in Dressage, God has moved me in that direction, There is a training family in Germany, My heart’s desire is to go there and all . I was invited to visit them if I am in Germany. I want to meet them but of course I can’t afford to go. But there is this nagging feeling that I got to meet them. I am not obsessed with them. I contacted them and after a few email exchanges I was invited to meet them and visit them. I pray on it and the feeling is “you’ve got to get there and now.” " that is the key to your heart’s desire." I saw a picture online of that family as they are very famous in Dressage I get a huge peaceful feeling that is where God wants me to go. I looked up obsessions and I don’t fit that profile, as we all got to do our own inventory with prayer to keep our lives and emotions on track. what do you think? I ask myself can I live without them in my life. I say absolutely!! if Dressage is not God’s will, can I live with rebuilding diesel engines or building stereos. or something else. My heart feels absolutely. So I don’t “need” that family in my life, I just get a real peaceful feeling when I ponder the idea. I have dreams of my being with them quite often even when I my mind is on something else which is most of the time. I got to get so many projects done like taking my Mother to radiation and building stereos for a couple of customers so I don’t think about this family much at all, but they are in my dreams and God sometimes shows signs that is where he wants me to be, I think, of course I want to be there very badly, but not to where “if I don’t go there I will die.” advice opinions??? I hope this is the correct place to post this as I feel it is spirituality.