I will go first myself.
I feel evry much this is a special day. I somehow dread it long before it comes (this mostly also because I have problems with fasting), but somehow it is also a… GOOD day, as its name in English also says.
I don’t feel continuously sad. I try to reflect. I try to reflect on what Jesus went through and also on my own spirituality/life.
There is joy in it too. I had a wonderful conversation with a teenage neighbor girl, which was alos quite joyful and enriching.
I prayed a special stations of the cross (focussing on the Sacred Heart of Jesus) walking outside in the springtime sun. Which was also joyful and at the same time reflective.
I feel the joy already of Lent ending and Easter coming.
I have hope that a very tiresome and nagging problem I have will get much better now (invlovling fears and scrupulosity).
Normal things… I tried to buy necessary things yesterday so I don’t have to go shopping today.
I try not to do too much work, similar as on Sundays.
I try to keep the fast.
The world around… hm, it somehow seems quiter. Even though where I am right now (a small town near Split, Croatia) it is officially a workday, this IS also a very Catholic environment and it seems that somehow the world seems quieter… but I might be wrong here, amybe this is only in me.
I am planning to go to the church service this evening at 6pm, with Veneration of the Cross, and afterward a procession outside.
I have talked with my neighbors about Easter customs here and it all feels special, a holy time.
I try to do more spiritual things, even though I have also done some other thigns like sent my parents a photograph of me etc.
Kathrin