M
MCH
Guest
Just to tell all of you who have been following my saga with the priest and praying for me what has finally happened.
After trying on and off to break contact unsuccessfully since June, yesterday it was once and for all finally over.We have both agreed that we have to walk away for good because those feelings of attraction are still there.I feel a huge sense of relief and peace actually, and am going to put all the effort I was putting into this relationship into my marriage.I did speak to my husband about breaking off the “friendship”, and I think he suspected something was up from the beginning, but he chose to let me “bang my head” without his interference(because I would never have listened to him…).And for that I love him even more.The 20 year history we have is really worth so much more than a cheap fling with a priest which would have been not only scandalous, but would have destroyed my family.
To all of you who were firm with me,told me what I didn’t want to hear at the time and prayed for me - thank you.The grace of God really helped me from making a huge mistake which I would have regretted for the rest of my life.
God Bless you all
After trying on and off to break contact unsuccessfully since June, yesterday it was once and for all finally over.We have both agreed that we have to walk away for good because those feelings of attraction are still there.I feel a huge sense of relief and peace actually, and am going to put all the effort I was putting into this relationship into my marriage.I did speak to my husband about breaking off the “friendship”, and I think he suspected something was up from the beginning, but he chose to let me “bang my head” without his interference(because I would never have listened to him…).And for that I love him even more.The 20 year history we have is really worth so much more than a cheap fling with a priest which would have been not only scandalous, but would have destroyed my family.
To all of you who were firm with me,told me what I didn’t want to hear at the time and prayed for me - thank you.The grace of God really helped me from making a huge mistake which I would have regretted for the rest of my life.
God Bless you all