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Lief_Erikson
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Thomas Aquinas had trouble believing in the Immaculate Conception, so take comfort!I never thought I would say thisIn all of my staunch, proper, catholic beliefs, I never thought I would ever discover in this time in my life, that I have a âMarian Complexâ.
Perhaps He wants to bring you closer to Mary through this novena! I donât know; just throwing that out there.My eyes are actually moist thinking about it because before this, I thought I was in tune with every single thing the Church asks of me. I never ever thought Iâd have a problem with anything and now God opens my eyes to a spiritual struggle. I hope this is a grace that Heâs sending me, hoping and praying that this is a teaching moment for me.
The irony of all this is that I just started on day 2 of the second novena of the 54 day novena.
Often the way I state things is unnecessarily complex. I wish I had the gift of being more concise and clear, but my posts sprawl and are often complicated. Youâre not the first person whoâs had difficulty with this, I assure you! Iâm also pretty darn enthusiastic though, so Iâll be glad to keep trying to clarify that post with shorter onesLeif, Iâll have to read and re-read your post and re-read it again and again. At the moment, although I want to understand it the way you and St-Louis understand Mary, I just canât put her in that high a place as St-Louis does.
All of this is correct. She is all this.I like to think that I love Mary like I love a mother. I understand that Jesus loves her deeply and His wish is for us to love her just as deeply, yet I canât fathom her as anything other than my sweet mother who will pick me up and point me toward her Son, like a mother who loves her Son would.
I think when we have a certain image in our minds as to exactly who someone is, we have a hard time with it if someone describes them otherwise. Iâve always pictured her as the mediator between Jesus and I when I have a special request, for me or for souls or for other people. I always thought that she could maybe convince Jesus for me.
One of the key ideas I was trying to get across is that she embodied all virtues perfectly because she was âFull of Grace.â She resembled her Son as closely as anyone can, because she never sinned but was perfectly virtuous. She was more Christlike than any of us ever could be!
Therefore when we start becoming like Jesus, we are also becoming like Mary, because Mary is so very like Jesus. If we make Maryâs life the example for our lives and pray that we might become like her and possess her virtues, we start behaving as she would behave, virtuously. As a consequence, our lives become her life and we become holy.
That is what St. Louis means when he prays, âLet thy soul be in me to magnify the Lord.â What he means is, âPlease pray that I might become perfect like you.â Becoming like Mary is becoming like Christ, and we should want to be like her because every virtue was perfect in her.