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Walterross
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A bit of a rant here, but I am having a crisis of faith and am struggling to believe in God. I do watch a lot of catholic/christian videos online (Ascension Presents, Paul and Morgan, etc.) I used to find these videos very comforting and now, not so much. I’ve seen a lot of conversion stories or stories about God in general saying how God “spoke to their heart.” I used to think, “Wow, that’s amazing! I can’t wait until I experience something like that.” Then there have been times in my life where I’ve genuinely asked for God’s guidance or help and: silence. I am still young, but I want to know that life has a purpose. I tend to watch videos or hear other christians talk about a dark point in their life, where God “spoke to their heart” and all was well again. I’ve been restraining myself from calling BS as of late. It seems God does not listen to prayers or communicate with you in any way (the bible, I guess, but it’s near impossible to have a relationship with a book), much less would he ever “speak to your heart.” I’m frustrated, but has anyone had this experience? Please be real with me here.