Yeah, my preference can change.
Maybe if I go to the TLM more often, or to a different celebration of it, I’d prefer it. The one I’ve been to here…I was completely lost. The priest who offers the TLM is elderly and you really can’t hear what he’s saying even in English. I couldn’t hear enough of the Latin to even make out a random word here or there so I could try to find the correct place in the missal.
There are more than preferences at stake here. Doesn’t it make you question something by the fact that you were completely lost? How is it that a Catholic of the Roman rite would be completely lost in their own rite? The Eastern rites are so similar to the TLM that you can know they are “kissin’ cousins” in age and dignity and effectiveness at conveying the faith. The Novus Ordo is an enigma when looked at objectively and compared to the others.
When I went to the TLM for the first time, I was expecting far, far more similarities than I encountered. I’d always been lead to believe that the mass was simply translated from Latin to English and the priest had been turned around. “Prayers at the Foot of the Altar”? What the heck are they? What’s “the Last Gospel” Why am I crossing my forehead lips and heart again? Why genuflect at these moments?
'Oh it corresponds to the Old Temple and the priests unworthiness," Oh, that’s a beautiful summation of THE mystery of Faith (transubstantiation–not "Christ has died, Christ is Risen, Christ will come again, or “when we eat this BREAD…etc…” “Oh, I’m stating that I’m going to proclaim the Gospel in my thoughts and words and with my whole heart,” "Oh, we’re genuflecting at the moment when we proclaim the fact of God becoming Man. "
When I realized how ancient the rite is, how profound the prayers are, how humbling the experience is, how engrossing the symbolism is, how you are participating in the same witness of the action at Calvary that innumerable Catholics over 2000 years have engaged in, I discovered how robbed we are of our patrimony.
Add to that the condemnations of the Church for many things that were adopted in the Novus Ordo.
Add to that Paul VI’s stated intention of “removing obstacles for Protestants.” Those obstacles were bullwarks for protecting the faith.
Add to that the similarities between what has been removed and what the reformers removed and I understood that the reformation had invaded the thinking of Churchmen.
I should point out that I went alone both times, and it was before I got on CAF and had access to all the discussion of the TLM. So it was like being in a foreign country and missing your own. When I go again I’m going to at least find someone before mass to help me out with the missal.
A better analogy would be finding out you’ve been stolen from your birth parents and raised by people pretending to be your parents.
On the other hand, I was raised w/ a reverent OF mass, so of course it’s my preference…There’s no reason why it wouldn’t be. I prefer being able to understand the language, hearing the Eucharistic prayer, the lectionary…But, again, I don’t think my preference is all that important. And my opinions on the TLM vs. NO mass are maybe not as strong as you’re thinking. I’ve never said the NO mass is superior, I’m just telling you why I prefer going to it.
I don’t mind if someone tells me why they think the Novus Ordo is superior if they do. That’s fodder for a good discussion. And I’d like them to give concrete reasons for their belief.
I’m simply stating my position is that the TLM is the real Roman rite for Roman rite Catholics and the Novus Ordo is not simply an alternative, it’s a deficient rite. Maybe Pope Benedict believes he can fix it, I don’t see or believe that he can. It only gains stability the more it mimicks the TLM.
But as it is now and as Paul VI promulgated it, it is deficient. And that has consequences for the faithful.
None of that has to do with my preference, it’s about our obligation to God and for the salvation of our souls.