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ellzeena
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Last ten years of my life: living hell. Very devout Catholic. Holy Thursday night at bedtime I begged the Lord to let me ‘SEE HIM’. Whether or not I’m worthy (and who is? certainly not I) - about 3:30AM on Good Friday I awoke from a “dream” experience unlike any I have ever had before in my lifetime (and I’ve had apparitions in dreams!)
I WAS Jesus. I KNEW I WAS Jesus. There was NO ego, there was NO “I”, there was NO sensation of power or majesty, there was just pure JOY because I knew all the people who came to me (and there were hundreds) were healed and sanctified by my presence. I reached across hands stretching out to me to touch the gnarled hands of a crippled woman and in that instant I knew she was healed. It was almost like an interior “joke” (not in the “funny” sense, in the WONDROUS sense). THEN I “woke up” and looked at the clock. And in my head, I “heard” “If you want to see Me, you have to be Me.”
WHAT was that??? Has anyone else ever had such an experience? I feel as though I was touched in a way that transcends all ability to convey the experience and I know I"m not insane, mentally or emotionally, but I don’t know what to make of this. OR…what to DO with this. ???

I WAS Jesus. I KNEW I WAS Jesus. There was NO ego, there was NO “I”, there was NO sensation of power or majesty, there was just pure JOY because I knew all the people who came to me (and there were hundreds) were healed and sanctified by my presence. I reached across hands stretching out to me to touch the gnarled hands of a crippled woman and in that instant I knew she was healed. It was almost like an interior “joke” (not in the “funny” sense, in the WONDROUS sense). THEN I “woke up” and looked at the clock. And in my head, I “heard” “If you want to see Me, you have to be Me.”
WHAT was that??? Has anyone else ever had such an experience? I feel as though I was touched in a way that transcends all ability to convey the experience and I know I"m not insane, mentally or emotionally, but I don’t know what to make of this. OR…what to DO with this. ???