Hate the world and seek to heaven

[ineedofmercy]

Dealing with school, losing childhood, fear of getting older,struggling with sin and fear,ect

It makes it easier to hate the world (except for the good things like friendship)

Only problem is I’m stuck here for awhile and I’m afraid of having to deal with life

I know it wrong to think I deserve to be happy and just go heaven or not deal with problems

But has anyone else experienced this because it can make it hard to hope or trust when your confused and just so done with the way our world is

Sorry for this rant
Just I don’t know anymore
I was so happy a few months ago too

 

[Saber_Mom]

If I may ask - how old are you? I’m asking since you said school and losing childhood, you are 18-20?

If I am right, and please forgive me if I’m not, you are at a time of your life that consists of major change. I remember feeling the way you describe when I graduated from high school, and again when I graduated from college. Oh the stress and the worry of the unknown! I was so unhappy.

My advice? Pray about it and start a prayer journal. Every time you feel hopeless, pray. God will pull you out of this.

Despite all of the crummy news we see daily, our world is a wonderful thing. I will pray for you in adoration tonight.

 

[ineedofmercy]

If I may ask - how old are you? I’m asking since you said school and losing childhood, you are 18-20?

If I am right, and please forgive me if I’m not, you are at a time of your life that consists of major change. I remember feeling the way you describe when I graduated from high school, and again when I graduated from college. Oh the stress and the worry of the unknown! I was so unhappy.

My advice? Pray about it and start a prayer journal. Every time you feel hopeless, pray. God will pull you out of this.

Despite all of the crummy news we see daily, our world is a wonderful thing. I will pray for you in adoration tonight.

Thank
I’m 16 so you were close
I feel into sin again and it’s especially saddening because I’m trying not to fall into this sin for lent but I have a couple times already

I love people more than anything on the planet
i used to write down letters to God and I should go back

I haven’t seen my friends in awhile and when I don’t everything goes downhill
I’m hoping I can see them and cheer myself up because it’s hard to anything when you feel mopey
Thanks for reading this
Even if I’m just complaining it means a lot

 

[ChurchSoldier]

Keep persevering. Prayers said for you.

 

[Saber_Mom]

Thank
I’m 16 so you were close
I feel into sin again and it’s especially saddening because I’m trying not to fall into this sin for lent but I have a couple times already

I love people more than anything on the planet
i used to write down letters to God and I should go back

I haven’t seen my friends in awhile and when I don’t everything goes downhill
I’m hoping I can see them and cheer myself up because it’s hard to anything when you feel mopey
Thanks for reading this
Even if I’m just complaining it means a lot

Everyou time you fall into sin, pick yourself up, dust yourself off and resolve not to do it again. Are you sure you’re not being too hard on yourself?

Find a good priest and confide in him. Go to confession. Do you go to school? If so, talk with a trusted teacher or your school counselor to help discover why you’re so unhappy. You shouldn’t rely on others to make you happy (being around friends). Happiness comes from within. When you begin to feel down journal all of the blessings in your life (only the blessings). You’ll feel so much better.

Hugs and prayers for you kiddo.