I was wondering for personal experiences of conversion and reasons, as stated before, out of curiosity.
Yes, after 20 years or so of atheism I figured out one day my atheism was based on a belief in God. ie, I had lots of criticism for religion based on “God did this or that”, and why would I believe in such a god? Around the same time, I started studying early Christianity, out of curiosity. I had over the years studied a few belief systems out of curiosity. Dabbled in a lot of different things.
The Trinity was really a stumper for me, so in my googling around I found that someone was going to teach a three night class on the Trinity, at a local Catholic Church. So I went, understood the doctrine of the Trinity a little better, and discovered that Catholicism uses faith and reason. Which, was intriguing to say the least, since I had always seen faith as unreasonable.
The Deacon who taught the class on the Trinity said that there would be more discussion on Catholic doctrine in the upcoming RCIA. I had discovered those four mysterious letters a little earlier and had already decided to check it out. I went to another RCIA at a different parish one time, and decided to attend the one where the Deacon had taught about the Trinity. I had no intention of converting, just very curious to understand Christianity, especially Catholicism.
So it is, I began my conversion, though I didn’t know it at the time. Prayer was especially difficult, beginning with the idea that I felt like I was talking to the air. It was ridiculous to me. But this same Deacon helped me out there, and I prayed even though I felt like I was talking to nothing. I read the Bible, which I had not done for a very long time, since I was a teenager, and eventually I found faith. Which to me, is a miracle.
