Have I let in Evil

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I recently posted regarding how I am starting to explore Catholicism and how I have started to find comfort and understanding in my Catholic partners views. In light of this I have been reflecting upon my previous spiritual journey and am now afraid that I may have opened my soul up to evil. My mum went through a stage where she believed herself to be pagan and books that she bought for me including spells sit (unread by me) on my bookshelf. My ex partner believed in magic and he once disclosed to me that he had placed a curse on two people. In addition, I used to read horoscopes and was fascinated by astrology (again I still have many books of this). My mum also introduced me to cosmic ordering which I have to confess I did try on several occassions. My dad who has now passed away gave me a piece of an egyption stone that he told me was from the pyramids, I’m worried that this may be cursed. My question is…what do I do about all of this…I feel like I have unknowlingly opened up my soul, my home and my son to great evil. I asked a vicar to bless my house but he said he could only pray for us and that I would need someone else to bless the house. My partner said that is because only a priest has the power to do this (forgive me if I have incorrectly phrased that). My partner said he would ask his priest to do this for me but as I am protestant can he do this for me? Thank you in advance.
 
Loobyloo0209 said:
I recently posted regarding how I am starting to explore Catholicism and how I have started to find comfort and understanding in my Catholic partners views. In light of this I have been reflecting upon my previous spiritual journey and am now afraid that I may have opened my soul up to evil. My mum went through a stage where she believed herself to be pagan and books that she bought for me including spells sit (unread by me) on my bookshelf. My ex partner believed in magic and he once disclosed to me that he had placed a curse on two people. In addition, I used to read horoscopes and was fascinated by astrology (again I still have many books of this). My mum also introduced me to cosmic ordering which I have to confess I did try on several occassions. My dad who has now passed away gave me a piece of an egyption stone that he told me was from the pyramids, I’m worried that this may be cursed. My question is…what do I do about all of this…I feel like I have unknowlingly opened up my soul, my home and my son to great evil. I asked a vicar to bless my house but he said he could only pray for us and that I would need someone else to bless the house. My partner said that is because only a priest has the power to do this (forgive me if I have incorrectly phrased that). My partner said he would ask his priest to do this for me but as I am protestant can he do this for me? Thank you in advance.
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First, I wish you well on your spiritual journey concerning the Catholic Church.

I would definitely talk to a priest concerning your situation. He can go into more details than can be discussed in this forum.

My suggestion would be to get rid of the books on paganism and astrology. Do not give them away, rather trash or burn them. I don’t think it would be good to keep them.

As far as the Egyptian stone goes I do not have an opinion unless you do not feel comfortable with it. Then I’d get rid of it.

You can discuss the house blessing with the priest when you meet with him.

I will keep you in my prayers.

Shalom.
 
I also suggest getting rid of the books. They may be considered a “near occasion of sin.” But talk with a priest about that bit, as I could be wrong. I guess what I’m trying to say is, they may tempt you to try something that isn’t good for you or anyone else.
 
Hi Looby, by “partner” I assume you mean someone with whom you are living as though married? If so, you ought to know this is another source of letting in evil; especially if the person is of the same sex. If he is Catholic he ought to know better. Please understand I wish you only the best. Prayers for both of you.
 
Hi Ad Orientem, no we do not live together. He is a father of 9 children and his wife of 23 years left him as she didn’t love him anymore. Thank you for your thoughts.
 
Burn the books. Get rid of the Egyptian stone.

I am not sure if a priest will bless your home if you are not Catholic.

When (and if) you become Catholic, have your house blessed and make a good confession.
 
Loobyloo0209 said:
Hi Ad Orientem, no we do not live together. He is a father of 9 children and his wife of 23 years left him as she didn’t love him anymore. Thank you for your thoughts.
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I know you have not yet asked this question, but if this man is planning on going forward perhaps into a new marriage, he must apply for an annulment of his marriage, and it is not guaranteed that he will be granted an annulment. If he is not granted an annulment, meaning that his marriage was valid WHEN CONTRACTED, then if he remarries, he cannot partake of the Eucharist any longer. So please do not proceed with an intimate relationship unless he receives an annulment, for if he does not, he is committing adultery with you. This is sometimes difficult for non-Catholics to understand, but the Church considers marriage to be a covenant with God and not just a legal contract. If the 2 people or 1 of the 2 was not properly able to enter into the covenant, then in fact the marriage was not valid.

Anyway, as to your question: Get rid of the books and if the Egyptian stone is bothering you, get rid of it too, but you might take it to a museum to see if they want to add it to their collection or send it back to Egypt. The things that you have done are things you should discuss with the priest, and if/when you do become a Catholic, all of your past sins will be absolved.

Your Catholic friend might be able to arrange for a priest to come and bless your house.

I think you are being led to clean up your life and get ready for the Holy Spirit to move in!

:love:
 
I would throw out the books (not necessarily burn them; apart from fire hazards it could cause scandal, since the modern West has such a taboo against book-burning). For the alleged Egyptian stone I would see if a museum or something like that can confirm its identity (don’t know if this is possible if it is just a lump of rock, though) and then donate it if it is authentic.

You could approach your partner’s priest about getting a house blessing. There is such a thing as a house exorcism as well, but the priest may not wish to go that far unless there have been extreme demonic manifestations in the house, which does not seem to be the case. He may also focus his pastoral attention on your and your partner personally more than on the occult objects themselves or your house. Anyway it will be within the priest’s competence to decide what is to be done, not mine or anyone else here.
 
Thank you all for your advise…I will get rid of the books…the pagan ones have always creeped me out anyway which is why I have never read them. I had a very short relationship with my Dad before he unexpectantly passed away, the stone is one of the only things I have of his which is why I still have it but I’ve always worried that it maybe cursed (maybe down to watching too many films!). To you, “The Realjuliane” you were really thoroughly helpful with your advise to me before…I feel like as a non-catholic you completely understand that "catholicism is so complex and you always explain (even the questions that I’ve not yet asked) in a way that ill get. I do love this man very much and want to do everything right by all. I agree with you… And I feel it too 🙂
 
Hi Looby…

I am pretty new to this forum and not so long ago returned home, or to the

Catholic Church. It is so beautiful!

My journey here was through many paths. I think your original question was

concerning evil- you letting evil in? Then the subject went to your life, maybe

choices in your life and on both subjects thought I would add in:-)

Evil does exist so we do not necessarily have to “let it in” although we can, not

realizing it- or maybe some do realize it- invite it closer. *But sometimes God allows such

experiences so hopefully we will choose to draw closer to him. *

Maybe this is what is happening for you right now. I also encourage you

to follow the whisper you hear - which is the desire or thought to see a priest- 👍

As for sinners. Or sinning. We are all sinners! The only difference between

a sinner and a saint, is the saint knows he or she is a sinner.

Blessing and peace,
LoveMercyGrace

I know that Jesus would rather see you stumbling along by night over a rocky path, than in daylight over a path covered by flowers, because the flowers might hold you back~ St. Therese of Lisieux,
 
Loobyloo0209 said:
Thank you all for your advise…I will get rid of the books…the pagan ones have always creeped me out anyway which is why I have never read them. I had a very short relationship with my Dad before he unexpectantly passed away, the stone is one of the only things I have of his which is why I still have it but I’ve always worried that it maybe cursed (maybe down to watching too many films!). To you, “The Realjuliane” you were really thoroughly helpful with your advise to me before…I feel like as a non-catholic you completely understand that "catholicism is so complex and you always explain (even the questions that I’ve not yet asked) in a way that ill get. I do love this man very much and want to do everything right by all. I agree with you… **And I feel it too **🙂
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Tears of happiness for you!! Never be afraid, the Holy Spirit has you firmly in His grasp now, and you can go forward knowing that you will be upheld.

I had several jewelry items left over from my days of paganism and witchcraft. I took a hammer to them. Seeing them smashed and broken, and unable to be used by anyone else, was a relief and a freedom for me. They were sterling silver and I could have sold them or pawned them for their value (this was before the recent rise in silver prices!). That was a temptation, but I knew that they still had a small hold on me if I wanted to gain something from them. The first strike was difficult but after that, I didn’t hold back. That was a part of my life I didn’t want reminders of.

If it were me, I would tear those books apart, soak the pages in water, and throw them away, not pass them on to a charity shop or anyone else. You’ll no doubt feel that freedom and relief once they are out of your house. Your memories of your dad are what’s important, not a piece of rock.
 
Mickey said:
Yes. That is why it is usually recommended to burn them.
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It’s just that private burning isn’t allowed in many locations, and she’s in London. So not sure she can have a fire pit outside. I suppose if she had a real fireplace, nothing to stop her from burning them but rather than have to fuss with a fire, just tear them up and recycle them.
 
No I live in a small village in middle England and do have an open fire…will burn them in that. Thank you
 
TheRealJuliane said:
I know you have not yet asked this question, but if this man is planning on going forward perhaps into a new marriage, he must apply for an annulment of his marriage, and it is not guaranteed that he will be granted an annulment. If he is not granted an annulment, meaning that his marriage was valid WHEN CONTRACTED, then if he remarries, he cannot partake of the Eucharist any longer. So please do not proceed with an intimate relationship unless he receives an annulment, for if he does not, he is committing adultery with you. This is sometimes difficult for non-Catholics to understand, but the Church considers marriage to be a covenant with God and not just a legal contract. If the 2 people or 1 of the 2 was not properly able to enter into the covenant, then in fact the marriage was not valid.
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Yep. Before you move any further towards a relationship with this man, have him begin annulment proceedings with his parish. Especially since he has 9 children, he needs to make sure he is available to marry again. Have this completed BEFORE you begin serious courtship.
 
Looby,

Thoughts…

Replace the books you have with some Catholic books over time. Do you want any suggestions? How well do you know the Catholic faith? The catechism is available on line for free but having a hard copy is convenient too.

Also, would be nice to have a crucifix on the wall…several of them depending on the size of you home. Keeps what is important in front of you at all times and being on your mind more often, you may find changes in your thoughts, beliefs and behavior.

Pork
 
I know…that’s one of the pains. It is he that has led me to how I feel now but I know that I may have to lose him. He was married 23 years but converted 15 years ago as his wife was Catholic. Since his separation he has lapsed as has taking his children to mass. I desperately want to lead him back but how can I when I am considered one of his sins. I’m not Catholic. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
 
I only have Catholicism for Dummies…(That feels so embaressing to say but it is at that level I need) and my partner gave me “this is the faith” when I met him 5 years ago. That is really comprehensive though. Is it ok to have Crucifixs etc if I’m not yet Catholic as I had considered this? I have recently bought a rosary as I’d read that everyone should own them and that they’re one of the greatest protections from evil. I only sa the. Lords prayer to them though (why is the Catolic version of the lords Prayer shorter than the protestant version?). To “the real juliane”…that’s okay…I am in a forgotten part of England!
 
Loobyloo0209 said:
I only have Catholicism for Dummies…(That feels so embaressing to say but it is at that level I need) and my partner gave me “this is the faith” when I met him 5 years ago. That is really comprehensive though. Is it ok to have Crucifixs etc if I’m not yet Catholic as I had considered this? I have recently bought a rosary as I’d read that everyone should own them and that they’re one of the greatest protections from evil. I only sa the. Lords prayer to them though (why is the Catolic version of the lords Prayer shorter than the protestant version?). To “the real juliane”…that’s okay…I am in a forgotten part of England!
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Looby,

Good for you! Catholicism for Dummies is a terrifc book for people wanting to learn more about the Catholic faith. What questions do you have about the Catholic Church that the book did not answer? That would guide further suggestions on what to read.
 
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