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I was in confession yesterday. However, during mass, I thought about different things and how nice it was to be free of my sins, but that’s not the point.
My thoughts eventually led me to think about my old priest who passed away several years ago. I can’t say if he was a good or bad priest, but I can say that the priest that I go to now in the traditional mass seems to be better. For example, my caholic lessons as a child with the old priest didn’t work so well, since I didn’t really learn what was essential.
The next moment, I felt some frustration and quite impulsively thought: “That was a bad priest”, but instead of the word bad I used a much worse word. Just 2-3 seconds later I regretted thinking that. Thing is, it was quite an impulsive though, and it wasn’t thoroughly thought through. Therefore, it feels like the thought was with semi-conscent.
Worse is that I recieved communion since I thought that the priest wanted me to do it, and that recieveing in would help me with grace and such. Now I’m afraid however that I may have commited a grave sin becuase of that thought and then recieved communion.
Please help me sort this out!
My thoughts eventually led me to think about my old priest who passed away several years ago. I can’t say if he was a good or bad priest, but I can say that the priest that I go to now in the traditional mass seems to be better. For example, my caholic lessons as a child with the old priest didn’t work so well, since I didn’t really learn what was essential.
The next moment, I felt some frustration and quite impulsively thought: “That was a bad priest”, but instead of the word bad I used a much worse word. Just 2-3 seconds later I regretted thinking that. Thing is, it was quite an impulsive though, and it wasn’t thoroughly thought through. Therefore, it feels like the thought was with semi-conscent.
Worse is that I recieved communion since I thought that the priest wanted me to do it, and that recieveing in would help me with grace and such. Now I’m afraid however that I may have commited a grave sin becuase of that thought and then recieved communion.
Please help me sort this out!