I’ve thought about the religious brotherhood life, but I feel that my dietary restrictions and health due to allergies would make it difficult for me to live in a community or join the priesthood. At the same time, I feel it makes it even more difficult for me to pursue the married life because of that. It worries me sometime, because I feel that the last thing God is calling me to do is to join the laity of single people. I also fear I would have trouble with poverty and chastity vows.
It’s kind of like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. I really need to pray more about it and do some research on different religious orders…