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catholickat
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I have been addicted to drinking soda ever since I can remember. I remember drinking it as far back as five years old. Ever since then, I have been hooked on it. I have it every day and it’s a real addiction for me. It may sound silly, not as serious as other addictions perhaps, but for me it is serious. It has taken over my mind and my life.
I can’t go a day without it. If I do, I am extremely downcast and sometimes I have headaches. The thought of giving it up makes me sad, because it has always been my solace.
I have recently begun dreaming of a life where I do not always think of food or the delights in food as much as I do. Where I can focus on God and eating non-extravagant foods in order to do some sort of penance, and also to not be so tempted. I know there is a saint out there who used to put ashes in his food to mitigate the flavor (although I don’t think I could ever do that; that sounds kind of dangerous) but I do admire the lengths saints will go to avoid temptation.
I guess what I’m getting at is this, have you ever prayed for an addiction to go away? Was your prayer answered? What about a gluttonous addiction?
I can’t go a day without it. If I do, I am extremely downcast and sometimes I have headaches. The thought of giving it up makes me sad, because it has always been my solace.
I have recently begun dreaming of a life where I do not always think of food or the delights in food as much as I do. Where I can focus on God and eating non-extravagant foods in order to do some sort of penance, and also to not be so tempted. I know there is a saint out there who used to put ashes in his food to mitigate the flavor (although I don’t think I could ever do that; that sounds kind of dangerous) but I do admire the lengths saints will go to avoid temptation.
I guess what I’m getting at is this, have you ever prayed for an addiction to go away? Was your prayer answered? What about a gluttonous addiction?