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StevenFrancis
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You have many similar points of departure in your conversion story to mine. A lot of new age, mystic, pagan stuff thrown your way, and a long stint in Buddhism. Scott Hahnās āThe Lambās Supperā on audiobook from a truck stop figured prominently in those final days. It landed ever so softly on top of the straw that broke the camelās back. God bless the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit who can light a light that we could see no matter how far out on the branches of the most desolate trails we were. He was always beckoning to come and warm our hands, and have some fish he had cooked on the fire for us.Oh, goody, I get to list the byways and alleyways of my 40 years of wandering. One of my favorite pastimes.
Raised Methodist by parents who also introduced me to Ouija boards, Kreskinās ESP, Silva Mind Control, paranormal studies, etc. (To be fair, it was really Dad who was into this stuff, not my Mother.) I had questions about everything, especially Christianity, got few answers, kept searching for truth, and that set me on a long and winding path.
In college (a brief excursion), I looked into philosophy and psychologyāwhich seemed much more promising before I took the class. What a waste those classes were. Learned much more on my own. Oy.
Looked into Unitarianism, blah. Went to Unity Church for a while. Crystals and angels and prosperity, oh my. Umā¦Seriously?
Got into studying the Tarot, which led to alchemy and astrology and Kaballah and the Golden Dawn. Not Wicca. Never Wicca. I was āseriousā. Yeah, wellā¦
Then came the Eastern religion, Vedanta and yoga philosophy phase. Oh, yes. And Theosophy. Anthroposophy. Alice Bailey. Good grief.
Then I got into Buddhism. Was a Buddhist, correction, Tibetan Buddhist, for years. Yes, indeedy, Tibetan Buddhist. Not Tibetan, never been to Tibet, but I was a Tibetan Buddhist. Imagine my surprise (and dismay!) when I read that the Dalai Lama is a Marxist. He said it himself. āStill I am a Marxist.ā Shocking. Disturbing.
In 1994 I discovered the Catholic Church and began studying it merely as one more religion to add to my rather long list. I was looking into Mormonism and Jehovahās Witnesses (to understand some friendsā backgrounds) and Judaism at about the same time. Took a Catechism class when the new one came out in 1995. Was working at a Catholic book store. Read and listened to lots of Scott Hahn. Read lots of saints, spiritual writers, prayed the Divine Office, studied the Bible, prayed the Rosary (the Blessed Mother solved a problem for me before I had finished asking her and I bought my first Rosary forthwith!), and fell head over heels in love with the Church. And was received into full communion with Holy Mother Church in 1996.
And Iām still in love with the Church, with the Blessed Mother, and with her Divine Son, Christ, our Lord.
Peace be with you and may our Lord bless you abundantly on your own journey!
Also, like you, I canāt imagine going anywhere again. The Lord has relieved me of the need or desire to even look. I am at living rest in His Church.