I was ‘killed’ in a road accident when I was 16.
A drunk driver hit me at 80mph whilst I was stationary, waiting to make a right turn on a motor scooter.
I had multiple injuries and my rib-cage pierced my lungs. I lay in the road without lungs for 45 minutes waiting for an ambulance.
Somehow, I survived until arrival at hospital, by which point I was in and out of consciousness and in pain. Suddenly, I ‘knew’ that if I closed my eyes, the pain would stop. So, I did just that. I was still conscious; I could still hear all of the activity going on around me, and I felt complete peace and no pain whatsoever. The chaotic activity going on around me was the sound of the medical team resuscitating me - I had been ‘dead’ for several minutes.
All I can tell you about it is that I was not ‘gone’; I was completely calm and happy and pain-free, but that’s all I experienced. I didn’t know that I was ‘dead’, but I had no vital signs at all - I was ‘gone’, they told me. ‘No, I wasn’t, I told them’. I was aware of everything.
It was not my time, that’s all I can say.