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, as a catechumen for the last 8 months, there are several things I’ve had to get over. My views have been modified extensively, and the Truth has liberated me from the darkness of ignorance. Several things which seemed to be impossible obstacles to my faith have been conquered by the passionate sword of Christ. The Blessed Lord has given me so many graces to understand His Creation; regardless, a few issues plague my mind!
One issue of irritation is that of proper Baptism. The Didache says that pouring water thrice on a person’s head while reciting the Form which Christ gave us is sufficient, but only as an emergency measure. St. Thomas Aquinas, my patron-to-be, argues very succinctly in favour of the notion that pouring is valid… but in dire situations. Everywhere in the Church, from the Apostolic Age to A.D. 1311, Immersion seems to have been the norm, and Pouring an extreme measure for extreme moments.
I want to embody God’s holy virtue in my heart, with His help, all the days of my life. It seems that we humans should try to do the hardest things, never the easiest things. In a way, Immersion would be embarrassing for me on a public level due to my natural diffidence; this fact, combined with 1300 years of Immersion being the Norm and 700 years of Pouring being the Norm, makes me want to be Immersed. The problem here is that all the other catechumens will probably want to be Baptised by Pouring, and I’d feel slightly arrogant asking an exception for myself.
Why should I believe that it’s better to have the relatively easy Pouring when I could have the much more death-like Immersion? Why did the Church normalise the easier, more comfortable form over the harder, more intimate resurrection of the soul? If I am baptised by Pouring, I have a strong feeling that my whole life will be plagued with the question: “was I really baptised?”
One issue of irritation is that of proper Baptism. The Didache says that pouring water thrice on a person’s head while reciting the Form which Christ gave us is sufficient, but only as an emergency measure. St. Thomas Aquinas, my patron-to-be, argues very succinctly in favour of the notion that pouring is valid… but in dire situations. Everywhere in the Church, from the Apostolic Age to A.D. 1311, Immersion seems to have been the norm, and Pouring an extreme measure for extreme moments.
I want to embody God’s holy virtue in my heart, with His help, all the days of my life. It seems that we humans should try to do the hardest things, never the easiest things. In a way, Immersion would be embarrassing for me on a public level due to my natural diffidence; this fact, combined with 1300 years of Immersion being the Norm and 700 years of Pouring being the Norm, makes me want to be Immersed. The problem here is that all the other catechumens will probably want to be Baptised by Pouring, and I’d feel slightly arrogant asking an exception for myself.
Why should I believe that it’s better to have the relatively easy Pouring when I could have the much more death-like Immersion? Why did the Church normalise the easier, more comfortable form over the harder, more intimate resurrection of the soul? If I am baptised by Pouring, I have a strong feeling that my whole life will be plagued with the question: “was I really baptised?”