Hey LoisR,
I’m sorry it took me so long to reply. My internet access is limited.
What should I do the first time I go to Mass? Should I learn about it first? I’ve never been to one and don’t know how it goes. Too many things left to learn.
Clare’s suggestion to watch Mass was a good one. You do not have to learn about Mass in order to go. I don’t know how it is in Spain but I’m under the impression it isn’t much different than it is in the United States. (That was one of the many things that really appealed to me about the Catholic faith, the consistency of it.) The congregation stands, sits and kneels for different parts. You can follow the lead of those around you. You can sit in the back of the church or in the cry room if you’re unsure and want to observe the congregation first. You’ll need to sit up front if you want to observe what’s going on at the altar. If you see a friendly face nearby, let them know that you’re visiting because you want to learn about the Catholic Church.
Most churches in the USA have missals. Missals are usually paperback books that have the readings for the Mass in them as well as various Mass prayers and responses (including when to stand or sit). Regular attendance and reading the missal along with Mass was how I learned the various parts of Mass.
You may also want to check out the website for your archdiocese. You can try searching for the “Archdiocese of…” your nearest major city. Your archdiocese may have a find a parish tool that will show your nearby churches. The USA has the US Conference of Catholic Bishops website that also has useful information, like the
daily Mass readings. Spain may have one as well.
Should I just reject spiritual ecstasy experiences if they contradict the Church?
I’m not sure I understand your question. Are you having these experiences or are you asking for the future? I would highly recommend speaking to a priest or deacon about any supernatural experiences.
I think I should have worded my original response a little better. I apologize. There are people who become discouraged in their faith journey because they don’t receive a great sign or experience something extraordinary. I thought that might be what you meant with, “Should the rest of the converting process be an intellectual thing, an emotional thing?”
I am sorry to hear about your inner turmoil. I wish I could offer you some words to ease it but I have none. I know very little about Islam so I can’t give you an Islam verses Catholicism breakdown. All I can say is,
I Love the Catholic faith! I never believed that I could know the peace, joy and love that I have found since I’ve embraced the faith. I think I appreciate peace the most. Peace in times of hardship and heartache. It is a real comfort to me as are the Stations of the Cross and most especially, visiting Jesus in the tabernacle.
I hope this was helpful!
