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lakotak
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Having surgery on Monday, a biopsy for a lump under my chin.
Right now I am pretty spiritually dry and somewhat feeling panic at the thought of being put under. Don’t even ask why, I can’t figure it out either. If I could I might be able to do something about it. I am not afraid I won’t wake up. It is just the idea that someone is knocking me out and I am not just going to lay down and go to sleep. Maybe waking up in pain and throwing up might have something to do with it.
Please pray that I get through this without bolting out of the operating room before they stick the needle in my arm. Please pray that God grant me a little consolation before Monday. I normally don’t ask for these as I am well over the stage of feelings. But in this case, I really need to feel His presence.
Please send a few prayer His way for me for this intention.
Right now I am pretty spiritually dry and somewhat feeling panic at the thought of being put under. Don’t even ask why, I can’t figure it out either. If I could I might be able to do something about it. I am not afraid I won’t wake up. It is just the idea that someone is knocking me out and I am not just going to lay down and go to sleep. Maybe waking up in pain and throwing up might have something to do with it.
Please pray that I get through this without bolting out of the operating room before they stick the needle in my arm. Please pray that God grant me a little consolation before Monday. I normally don’t ask for these as I am well over the stage of feelings. But in this case, I really need to feel His presence.
Please send a few prayer His way for me for this intention.
