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I’ve been suffering with debilitating health issues, and nothing I do seems to be making any difference. No matter how hard I keep trying, no matter how hard I’ve been praying, it’s like nothing is having any effect. Every time I start to see some glimmer of hope, an even worse problem comes along. It’s exhausting. It’s like I’m in a dark, deep hole and I can’t imagine how I will ever get out.
What makes it the worst is when I see all my friends and people who are my age that are beginning to get their lives together, starting these amazing careers, doing things I was desperately hoping and dreaming of doing, and here I am unable to even do normal things, and am being forced to just sit back and watch everything I worked so hard for waste away.
And I’ve heard all the same stuff, like how bad things happen for a reason, how good things can come out of darkness, how it’s all part of God’s plan etc etc and I don’t want to hear it anymore. Nothing makes any sense. I just want answers. I want peace. I want my life back. Please pray for me, I can’t live like this anymore.
What makes it the worst is when I see all my friends and people who are my age that are beginning to get their lives together, starting these amazing careers, doing things I was desperately hoping and dreaming of doing, and here I am unable to even do normal things, and am being forced to just sit back and watch everything I worked so hard for waste away.
And I’ve heard all the same stuff, like how bad things happen for a reason, how good things can come out of darkness, how it’s all part of God’s plan etc etc and I don’t want to hear it anymore. Nothing makes any sense. I just want answers. I want peace. I want my life back. Please pray for me, I can’t live like this anymore.