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skinny_pumpkin
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Allow me an analogy. Think of depression. Some depressed people are surrounded by love, family friends etc., but they can’t see in themselves what others see in them; they can’t accept it.
I personally can’t imagine the shame of being “naked” in front of Christ. It is scary. I can certainly understand the need to flee, just being blown away, lost in my pride, amongst a whole lot of other things.
It is really scary. More frightening than the atonement views put forth by Anselm. How can one change their “disposition” ? Certainly not by their own will: only by grace. Acetic living is only a free will reach for this grace and a humbling towards God.
Once you honestly look at yourself, you realize how deeply entrenched the problem is. The kingdom of heaven is within you, but so is the kingdom of hell. Once you internalize it, it becomes the most frightening thing you can imagine.
I personally can’t imagine the shame of being “naked” in front of Christ. It is scary. I can certainly understand the need to flee, just being blown away, lost in my pride, amongst a whole lot of other things.
It is really scary. More frightening than the atonement views put forth by Anselm. How can one change their “disposition” ? Certainly not by their own will: only by grace. Acetic living is only a free will reach for this grace and a humbling towards God.
Once you honestly look at yourself, you realize how deeply entrenched the problem is. The kingdom of heaven is within you, but so is the kingdom of hell. Once you internalize it, it becomes the most frightening thing you can imagine.