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jabs3138
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Sweet, Sweet Angel…my name is Jeanette and I too was in an abusive marriage. I also walked away and tried to carve out for myself a new life and I can understand all you are experiencing with a heart that suffers too. Jesus is still carrying me and next week I am at court yet again to prove that I need protection from my abusive ex-husband. Jesus himself has guided me to this prayer request. I have dealings with Jesus and he says he uses me because I am soft clay in his hands. He wishes to pass on a message to you through me. I know you posted this situation last year but Jeus tells me you are still suffering. Please pray on all that comes in the rest of this message. It is my belief that it is Jesus who speaks to me but you must disern that for yourself. The rest of this prayer is from Jesus to your heart…I am in a desperate situation and am facing homelessness. I left my husband because he was abusive. I went to live with my daughter but I was shocked to discover that she is abusive also! When I finally stood up to her she put me out. My son who lives far away negotiated with her to allow me to stay for 1 1/2 months if I can get a job in that time. I am under a lot of pressure and can’t sleep at night. I go to church everyday, take the Eucharist and visit the Adoration Chapel at my church. I belong to a prayer group but they are totally taken up with a 26 year old foreign man. Everyone prays constantly for him and gives him financial assistance. I have asked for their prayers but I was ridiculed by the leader of my prayer group. She told me “If you don’t have a job, it’s because you don’t want one.” I felt so ashamed. Now that foreign man has a green card and a new job and I am still without work. I only have two weeks to find a job. Yet I have become so depressed, I think constantly about killing myself and ending my sorrows. Today I took a great many pills so I could sleep and not have to suffer this misery. I am in such pain! They say God never gives you more than you can handle. But I seem to have lost my taste for life. Now that I am not doing well, my children and relatives look down on me and have abandoned me. I feel lost and without purpose. I ask God “What am I alive for? Do I serve any purpose - with no job, no money, no security” What have I done to sink so low? I was a good mother and I have worked hard all my life. I can not understand why my life has fallen apart like this. I pray for help, for guidance, for rest, to wish to live again, to find kindness and love in this world which has become so hostile. Please pray with and for me that some door or gate opens to me, that I can find a path. Otherwise let me die quickly, since this is all too horrible to bear. Thank you for whoever is out there listening.
"My Sweet, Sweet Angel,
Do not fear all that has happened to you. You are being tested and I know your despair. Thanks for turning to me in prayer. Thanks for worshipping me in the chapel. Thanks for praising me with your soul. My child, your situation is still on rocky ground. But…I am soil rock. Turn to me my daughter. I request you offer all your cares and concerns to me. I desire all your thoughts, words and deeds. Give them as a gift to me. Lay them at my feet and I will attend to each one according to their need. Begin with your history…the years of abuse…I know every one. I was there holding you. Give me the pain you suffered for all those years. Present them as a bunch of flowers. Each year a rose for me to present to my Father because you never stopped loving us through all your trials. Next my child I want you to see that I am calling you to a much greater service. The woman that types this message for me is a servant also. I desire all my servants to serve me with no limit in what I call them to do. Your life has been one of service but I am asking for more now. Come…listen…follow me. I am calling you to a great service. I will lead you more fully but always remember that on the 3rd of August 2009 I spoke to you through Jeanette. You are my child and I continue to hold you. Have no fear. You are storing treasures in heaven and always have been. This Earth you live on is ruled by Satan. But my Father and I are reclaiming it through an act of Mercy. Continue to turn to me my child. In prayer, in song, in adoration and at Mass. Your heart is my home and it is so broken. I will repair it as a builder renovates an old home…step by step starting with the foundation. My child…I am here…holding you…call my name and I will say…sweetheart I am here. Listen…serve me…I am serving you.
Come
Follow me
I come to bring outstanding news
You are my delight
Come
Come
Turn to me
Give all to me
Including your pain
Let them become
Each heartache
A flower I present to God the Father
Come
Follow me
Come I say
I am Jesus
Come
Jesus loves you"