hey guys i have been dealing with blasphemous thoughts all day long and bitterness, i dont know why i feel this way, i went to mass and felt great during it and recievied the body but all day long i have been struggling and am bitter and upset and everyone i talk to whyh do i feel this way how can i stop this?
pwlj,
It is not easy to know what is the source of this type of problem.
The human body is one big chemical factory. A little bit more of one chem and a little bit less of another chem and we have ignition and blast off.
On the other hand it is not that too uncommon for people with a serious prayer life finding themselves with what you are experiencing.
I take the posture of preventive maintenance first, by wearing the miraculous medal. Mary is really good about protecting us from the attacks of the devil and just as good in helping us with them when they come. So the gift of her blessed medal is a great advantage in times like these. Here is what she said to sister Catherine Laboure:
“Have a medal struck… All who wear it will receive GREAT graces; they should wear it
around the neck. GRACES will ABOUND for persons who wear it with CONFIDENCE.”
Notice she said GREAT graces. Never just ask for a grace, always ask her for a great grace.
The front of the medal has a picture of Mary, Our Lady of Grace, with her hands outstreched downward. Mary’s hands has 3 rings on each finger. Each ring gives off
rays of colored light. A few rings do not. Mary said that the lights radiating from
the rings are graces that people ASK for. The rings that didn’t radiate she said
were graces not given because they were NOT asked for.
This is her gift to us. She wants us to use it and ask for great graces.
She wants to help, but we still must ask and trust her.
Whenever you experience any kind of temptation or spiritual problem, hold this in your hand and just remind Mary of her promise of great grace and ask her for one. For this to work, become as a little child in your request, trusting and loving.
She also told the sister that she wishes everyone to have one.
St. Catherine and the miraculous medal-story
stcathek.org/stcath.htm
St. Catherine as she appears today, miraculously preserved.
traditioninaction.org/SOD/SODimages5/232_incorrupt_labourel.jpg