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Please pray for my son. He is in his second week of rehab for heroin addiction.
It took a huge push and months of trying by everybody, including his estranged father, and my mother and father whom he stays with, to get him into rehab. It became a question of going there or going to jail. He has about ten charges pending including one from the girlfriend who encouraged him to get addicted.
We have focused on keeping up with court dates, traffic tickets, tickets including possession, driving under the influence,
This all comes in the wake of my divorce from my husband.
I wanna kill you, he said, for putting me in jail and divorcing dad, then changed it to a suicidal threat.
I am fine. I finally realized that I have to take care of myself to help him and have done so while he has been in my parents care, and now I can see the forest for the trees. My past year included yet another stupid overdose, meaningless, it almost killed me that’s all but it was just stupid, and I was lost before it and stayed lost after it but now the Lord is speaking to me IN EARNEST. With love, with joy, with ecstasy, with bliss. these are the things I desperately need to recover from my life to be there for myself, my son and whatever is to become of us, to love him as he needs me to but find room for me too as I almost got completely crushed by him and his father.
So I need prayer too. for him for me. for faith all around and everywhere in my extended family as faith here has been warfare, my father goes so far as to say that not only is there no God, there’s no such thing as Love either, he says. A brilliant mind gone bad.
One of my son’s charges is for simple assault and his girlfriend has a restraining order against him. I won’t say she’s a hick and a piece of work who took my son for the money he gained from a lawsuit for a horrible injury; that she was just feeding her habit: prayers for her too for she could be a nice young woman if she got the help and support she needs to break her bad behavior, she’s young yet.
Lots of trouble here and I’ve been left burying my head in the sand to escape the pain.
Please pray for my son. He is a borderline Christian, pray for a big push to send him over that edge. There is Jewish antecedency in our family which makes the leap of faith come hard.
It took a huge push and months of trying by everybody, including his estranged father, and my mother and father whom he stays with, to get him into rehab. It became a question of going there or going to jail. He has about ten charges pending including one from the girlfriend who encouraged him to get addicted.
We have focused on keeping up with court dates, traffic tickets, tickets including possession, driving under the influence,
This all comes in the wake of my divorce from my husband.
I wanna kill you, he said, for putting me in jail and divorcing dad, then changed it to a suicidal threat.
I am fine. I finally realized that I have to take care of myself to help him and have done so while he has been in my parents care, and now I can see the forest for the trees. My past year included yet another stupid overdose, meaningless, it almost killed me that’s all but it was just stupid, and I was lost before it and stayed lost after it but now the Lord is speaking to me IN EARNEST. With love, with joy, with ecstasy, with bliss. these are the things I desperately need to recover from my life to be there for myself, my son and whatever is to become of us, to love him as he needs me to but find room for me too as I almost got completely crushed by him and his father.
So I need prayer too. for him for me. for faith all around and everywhere in my extended family as faith here has been warfare, my father goes so far as to say that not only is there no God, there’s no such thing as Love either, he says. A brilliant mind gone bad.
One of my son’s charges is for simple assault and his girlfriend has a restraining order against him. I won’t say she’s a hick and a piece of work who took my son for the money he gained from a lawsuit for a horrible injury; that she was just feeding her habit: prayers for her too for she could be a nice young woman if she got the help and support she needs to break her bad behavior, she’s young yet.
Lots of trouble here and I’ve been left burying my head in the sand to escape the pain.
Please pray for my son. He is a borderline Christian, pray for a big push to send him over that edge. There is Jewish antecedency in our family which makes the leap of faith come hard.
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