Sounds to me more like Satan trying to keep you from consecrating yourself to her because he knows you will become holier in doing so.
Remember a few things:
Satan’s pride is hurt because he is also defeated bu her, someone who was purely human, not even God. That has to suck big time for him.
Jesus said at the crucifixion, “Behold your mother.”
Maximillian Kolbe said something very profound I believe we should all take to heart, “Never be afraid of loving the Blessed Virgin too much. You can never love her more than Jesus did.”
Mary ALWAYS takes us closer to her son. That is literally her duty and one of the greatest desires of her heart. She knows she is not our savior, but she can bring us to Him and guide us to Him just as a more perfected and heavenly person (think of all the friends on earth that bring you closer to Christ, but she’s actually perfected in Heaven so BONUS!!)
Think of all the people who have devotions to her and are becoming holier people through it.
Listen to her messages of Fatima, Lourdes, etc. She is calling us to her son!!
Don’t let Satan be a butt. He just hates you’re even considering this because you will be so much closer to Jesus than before.
I personally can tell you that I have had a particular connection with the Blessed Mother since I was 3 years old which I believe has kept me Catholic my whole life. I recently had another experience that I realized connected with the one I had when I was 3. & see she was calling me closer to her sorrows so that I may love her Son better and be more repentant.
I promise you, this is worth it. God bless you.