I found myself seeking shelter a couple of months ago, was told to talk to this and that charity, St. vincent, Share, etc. and we have all of these good programs out there to help the needy…well, the reality of it all, we have plenty of props, we have plenty of staff on hand, and no actual places for a homeless person to go, you are left to live in a ditch and have to do your best to hide yourself from authorities in the process, can’t even sleep in your car, it will get towed away if you try to do so, not even a place to park it legally overnight…
We don’t see the homeless because they are so afraid to make themselves known, entirely because they have to hide from society just for a basic place to sleep at, much less anything else. Out of sight, out of mind is how things are, if you do not fit in with the rest of the world, if you have not secured an expensive, overpriced roach motel, you are to die or else find an illegal place to reside at, or else, well, there is no real else, that’s your optons, unless some kind soul such as in my case with the shop I rent, allows me to sleep in the back of my truck and by the grace of God, secure a trailer to have some assemblence of living quarters.
My friends brother, he and his family, it took them two weeks to get into a shelter, they were told to live on the streets until a room was opened up, so they lived in their car for the two weeks, and the room opened up was only for a month, a month if you waited that long, is simply not enough time to get fully back on your feet for anybody, much less for a family… 50 rooms at this element, total for this entire area, and for only a month, that’s what it all is reduced to, … so you might want to think twice about the situation, telling someone down and out, “we have places and things in place for the homeless” we really don’t, we have a weak excuse for it and checking around, all of these places point to the very same spot.
I really loved the guys attitude when I told him where I was at, and what I was facing, total indifference along with chuckling, this so called contact person was not only totally unsympathetic, he thought it was amusing with how bad the system in place is, and he’s on well paying salary in the process. I look to this situation now, not just from an outside perspective, but from an inside one, and I’m totally appauled about the situation, it’s totally unacceptable and abhorent that this is all we have to choose from. It’s been said that the sign of a true church is one that takes care of the widows and orphans, this meaning, those that cannot fend for themselves nor have rights, well…we don’t have a church these days if we are held to these same standards, and I want to know what the Catholic church is going to do about it!!!
If it cannot, and I have to, I will very much be forced to tear down what exists and expose it for what it is, and along with the bastard progeny it produced, ie. the protestants that care nothing of these people in need in the process, and building our dear church, as our Lord Jesus Christ intended, back into it’s full glory, as he created it in the first place, separating the wheat from the chaff, and we have far too much chaff to separate out of it in the process. I’ll do my best to work for change within and have tried earnestly before, but it may very much require a more direct approach, for the need is quite dire and has been neglected far, far too long.
This is a rant of sorts, so bear with me, it’s also a wake up call for those that see the real need that’s in place, I have had absolutely enough with the luke warm approach to a very real need and I’m taking action about it in the here and now, and it very much starts in the now.