C
Clovis
Guest
I sought high and low to find salvation from God. I’ve prayed to him and have reach a grave state of self-loathing. But I haven’t been able to think in my heart that He has forgiven me. Instead there is only self-hate and fear of punishment; Sort like in Ezekiel 24, when speaking of the bloody city, “You will not be cleansed until I have laid my fury upon you!” (Until He does this I think I’m just going to have to continue beating myself with regret.)