It is God who goes out of HIS way to seek the lost sheep but not vice versa. However, it’s human responsibilty to respond to His call. I always think there’s some arrogance in the statement “Knowledge is Power”. It takes a heart to see the existence of God, not just the head. One has to have the heart of a child to feel God.
I pretty much agree with what you are saying but I personnally have a problem with the word “feel”
I think too much of our current religous focus is based upon having a feelings experience. A lot of religous retreats and religous directors put an emphasis on emotionalism. Problem is, when is an emotion experience a spiritual one? I see people mistakenly equating their emotionalism for spirtuality.
Thomas Aquinas identified 7 gifts of the Holy Spirit:
1 Wisdom - desire for the things of God, and to direct our whole life and all our actions to His honor and glory
2 Understanding - enable us to know more clearly the mysteries of faith
3 Counsel - warn us of the deceits of the devil, and of the dangers to salvation
4 Fortitude - strengthen us to do the will of God in all things
5 Knowledge - enable us to discover the will of God in all things
6 Piety - love God as a Father, and obey Him because we love Him
7 Fear of the Lord - have a dread of sin and fear of offending God
I believe Archbishop Martinez, in his book “Secrets to the Interior Life”, was very poignant when he said:
Rely On Faith, Not On Feelings
It is not my intention at this time to speak of the importance that the spirit of faith has in the spiritual life, or of the necessity of judging everything with a supernatural rule, or of performing all our works with aims and intentions of the same order. This is what I wish to insist upon and to call attention to in an empathic manner; the chief reason we disregard faith is our preconceived idea that we must feel God and divine things. Although we know speculatively that God is not felt, practically we hold the contrary.
Do we feel a sacrament producing its proper effect? Do we feel the increase of grace in our soul? Do we feel the death of the soul by sin and its resurrection by sacramental absolution? Do we feel the real presence of Jesus in the Eucharist in such a way that if we did not perceive Him sensibly, we would not believe in it?
Without doubt there are times when our Lord allows Himself to be sensibly felt, yet it is not precisely grace that is felt, but often something else that accompanies it. We go to Confession to a priest who simply listens to our sins, gives penance, and absolves; and we feel nothing. We go to another who understands us, who helps us in our disclosures to him, who gives us helpful advice; and we feel such a peace and refreshment that upon arising, we seem to be other beings. Was it the grace of the sacrament that we felt? No. It was the profitable experience that we had with the second priest.
To be conscious of a thing and to feel it sensibly are not the same thing; neither is one’s whole spiritual life a thing of continual conscious awareness. If we read the life of St. Therese of the Child Jesus with attention, we shall be convinced that she experienced delight only a very few times in her spiritual life, and that she rarely enjoyed sensible consolation [with God]. She lived by faith, by the obscurity of faith, and she is one of the most marvelous examples of that life of faith.