A lot of fascinating stories here. Keep 'em coming.
I was not raised to be religious at all. Both of my parents were raised in strict christian households, but as far as I’m aware, they were extremely nominal by the time they got married and started having kids. I’m a convert of Islam. Prior to my conversion, I went through a period of New-Atheism and that lasted about four years. Frankly, I was just playing games as an atheist. I liked to research various religions so that I could understand them; the reason I wanted to understand them was so that I could debate people and try to prove how smart I was. That shtick eventually faded, though. I became sincere in looking for answers.
If there was no God [as I thought], there would be no harm in me examining my own worldview, right? after all, I was constantly ridiculing religious people for what I thought was a distinct lack of critical and independant thought, so I wanted to be consistent. As mentioned, even though I was severely ego-driven, I was already interested in comparitive religion, so I had had a Qur’an for years, but didn’t read it all the way through.
Without getting all preachy, one thing lead to another and I challenged my presuppositions about Islam. There came a point where I could no longer ignore evidence, so I said the shahada. That was three years ago; I was 21 at the time (I’m now 24). Though I have not been a muslim very long, I can honestly say that I’ve learned more in the last three years than the 21 years as a non-muslim (theologically, philosphically, ethically, etc).
How I came to embrace Sufism is a lot more straight forward :yup:. For me, Sufism is a way of understanding a muslim’s relationship with the Almighty. I don’t see it as necessarily contrary to Islam-- in fact, I think the Qur’an affirms Sufism (that claim gets some muslims hot under the collar, but I don’t care

). I read some poetry by Rumi [may Allah have mercy on him] and it took my faith to another dimension. It showed me a way of understanding Islam that I didn’t know existed.
So, in other words, I believe that
true Sufism is not a different religion from Islam (I say “true” because there are a lot of deviant Sufi groups out there). It’s just a kind of Islam that’s esoteric or mystic. We’re the hippies of Islam.
