I’ve been really depressed lately. How can I find happiness through Jesus?
What little I know of you (ALMOST nothing) - is STILL very GOOD! :tiphat:
You are depressed and unhappy - YET wise in seeking Jesus “The WAY, The TRUTH and the LIFE!”
You are humble enough to ask other people for help. Christian help. You seek the body of Christ. Wise again!
You lead others without really knowing it … like the saints do. You publicly started a thread that asks “How do I get my faith back?” This will help others who feel the way you do that they are not alone.
You ask How? Asking counsel from those who have received the gift of Counsel when they received the sacrament of Confirnation and the laying on of hands is wise yet again.
I know I didn’t answer you directly here … however I AM pointing out that maybe you haven’t LOST your faith at all (since you are doing so well) - but the FEELING of elation you once had perhaps.
Great saints are sometimes said to have experienced a “dark night of the soul …” like Jesus in the garden perhaps. He like you didn’t give up but fought that depression. And did something for others that would help them.
Just this last Sunday (second reading) St. Paul implored God to rid him of an illness, a “thorn in the flesh” that Paul saw as an angel from Satan vexing him (making his ministry tough, etc.). The Lord answered “no” in effect, and told Paul that His “grace” was sufficient for him. Paul then realized it was more heroic to be visibly weak yet carry on!
Your depression (which might be VERY temporary - or a special cross that glorifies God day after day) is spoken of by Jesus you know.
**Matt 5:2 **He began to teach them, saying:
3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit, 4 for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
5 Blessed are they who mourn, for they will be comforted.
6 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the land.
And in fact, while we love happiness - and will have it in heaven - here on earth we must temper it to keep it from becoming silliness and cold to the needs of others.
Luke 6:24 But woe to you who are rich, for you have received your consolation.
25 But woe to you who are filled now, for you will be hungry. Woe to you who laugh **now, **for you
will grieve and weep.
26 Woe to you when all speak well of you, for their ancestors treated the false prophets in this way.
Thanks for your humble post and your humble name (sort of like an Agnostic that wants to stop “not knowing” lol). This reflection did me a lot of good.
