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Sehnsucht
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I haven’t gone since I was Confirmed, which was probably a decade or so ago. Since then I’ve gone through a whole bunch of confusion about life and God - even becoming an atheist at one point.
That being said, I was raised in a family where I don’t even think I’ve ever seen my parents go either - though Mom enjoys going to church it seems.
So lately I’ve been thinking more and more of going, but of course I’m afraid of it too. How does one go about laying down a decade of sin? I don’t want to just ream out so much that even the priest gets disgusted. And of course I have to live in a small town where I’d perpetually be afraid of being recognized for what I’ve told him.
That being said, I was raised in a family where I don’t even think I’ve ever seen my parents go either - though Mom enjoys going to church it seems.
So lately I’ve been thinking more and more of going, but of course I’m afraid of it too. How does one go about laying down a decade of sin? I don’t want to just ream out so much that even the priest gets disgusted. And of course I have to live in a small town where I’d perpetually be afraid of being recognized for what I’ve told him.