Hello Parker,
I think we have a complete disconnect in understanding, here. The problem is not, and never has been, that Catholics are completely devoid, or unaware of, the workings of the Holy Spirit within themselves. Quite frankly, I find it extremely insulting for LDS to constantly imply that we are not lead by the Holy Spirit. The fact is that the Holy Spirit dwells within us more profoundly than in any others, because we consume the Real Presence of Jesus Christ in Holy Communion. We’re also taught about the efficacy of prayer from the time we’re toddlers. But, we also know that depending on our own ‘feelings’ can lead us into grave error. That’s why we turn to the Church (through her Priests) to lead us in the right direction, which She has been doing very well for her children for nearly 2000 years. We’re very confident that She will never lead us astray. Seeing all of the very holy souls (Saints) that She has produced over all that time, is proof enough for me.
Several years ago, on another forum, there were a couple of LDS friends discussing their love and admiration for a certain passage in the BoM. The way they described it indicated that it was very inspirational to them. Since I didn’t know much about it at the time, I asked if there was somewhere I could read it, online. They gave me the passage they were referencing, and said it was available @
lds.org, so I went to read it to see what they found so inspirational about it. I have to say that I was extremely disappointed, at least. I certainly didn’t find it to be quite as profound as they had indicated it would be. I went into it fully expecting to have a similar reaction to what they were talking about (they were very obviously deeply affected by it, emotionally, according to their discussion).
Instead, I found it to be difficult to understand, mostly because of it’s overly dramatic descriptions, as well as being confusing because of the constantly repeated lines and phrases (such as threats of damnation and other punishments for anyone that failed to follow what it said) that, very often, were just being redundant (probably to instill fear into anyone that might not want to follow what it said). It also made me feel very anxious while I was reading it, for some reason. Instead of giving me a feeling of inspiration, it gave me an extremely uneasy feeling of dread. I’ve tried several more times, since then, to read different parts of it in the process of learning more about it, but I always seem to get the same anxiety, queasiness and feeling of dread from it, after reading a few pages, or even just a few paragraphs. I often had to reread passages several times over in order to make any sense of them, too. Even then, the real meaning often escaped me. (I really don’t think I’m that dense.)
While I admit that I’ve also had to reread certain passages of the Bible over again (I like the Douay-Rheims), because of the less familiar use of the old language, but I’ve never gotten a feeling of queasiness or dread while reading any of it. Not even from reading the Apocalypse, that seems to scare the heck out of most other people. The Bible always inspires me. Needless to say, I think I got quite the opposite of the ‘burning in the bosom’ that I should have gotten as proof of the BoM’s authenticity, since I was sincerely trying to find out what about it was so inspirational to my friends. I was actually embarrassed to tell them how I really felt about it, so I hope you won’t be offended by anything I just said. But, I suppose I’d make a pretty lousy Mormon.
I do hope you’re enjoying your Sunday, anyway.