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How do you discern between your own thoughts and divine inspiration?
I am always thinking, and sometimes thoughts suddenly come to mind. Sometimes they are right, and sometimes they are wrong. For example:
I’ve often tried conversing with God, or seeking an answer from the Holy Spirit, and I cannot tell whether it is my own thinking or a thought coming from outside of me. I suppose I could say the same regarding negative thinking vs demonic temptations. Explanations I have seen (Christian apologetics) seem to be mere assumption, people trying to assign it from confirmation bias after the fact: “If it has a good outcome, attribute it to God; if it has a bad outcome, attribute it to the devil,” but I’m trying to be rational, not go on such blind faith, and this wouldn’t answer how to discern if it’s my own thought or not, anyway.
So can you help me to see how to rationally distinguish between my own thinking and ideas from other spiritual entities (God, angel, demon)? Do you have reading recommendations? (I have no money to buy anything.)
Or are we not supposed to be able to discern the difference, that it’s part of God having “blindfolded us to spiritual reality” until death? (I think most of us are agnostic Christians, that few of us really have any knowledge of spiritual reality, that the only ones who do are the mystics who have received private revelation.) I suppose that would explain the situation: “God wants you to listen to your guardian angel’s recommendation, i.e. act on possibly-good ideas, without knowing it’s from an angel: If you knew the advice was coming from someone far smarter than you, what glory would there be? It would be foolish not to. Blessed is he who has not seen yet believes; and the Old Testament and New Testament both have stories where people didn’t know they were interacting with an angel until after the fact.” Peter Kreeft reminds us in one of his lectures published on YouTube that angels are terrible creatures: When we encounter them, we fall on our faces in fright.
So this would be my answer: “You’re not supposed to be able to discern the difference, and you shouldn’t try to develop a relationship with your guardian angel – his role is to stay hidden. And all good things come from God, so whether it comes from an angel or from the Holy Spirit is a distinction without a difference. Moreover, if the Holy Spirit really wants to communicate something to you, it will be clear and unmistakable, either as in Acts when the Holy Spirit actually speaks, or, as the mechanism He’s put in place, through your well-formed conscience* making clear the right path or convicting you of sin.”
*(well-formed = paying attention at Mass on Sundays; reading Bible & Catechism and knowing what the Church teaches; reading encyclicals sometimes, too)
I am always thinking, and sometimes thoughts suddenly come to mind. Sometimes they are right, and sometimes they are wrong. For example:
- I recently had the thought, “I better not set that [item borrowed from church] there; there will be an earthquake [and it would break]!” as if one would happen (Japan’s a frequent earthquake zone), and there wasn’t.
- Today I had possibly too much food to eat (I’d gotten more than usual), and a classmate came in and I overhead him complaining how he hadn’t eaten. The same ‘sudden’/pressing kind of thought came to mind that I should offer him some of my food, but I rejected it, “No, that’s me being silly (superstitious) and awkward as usual; he’ll just go buy lunch soon.” So dinner time rolls around, I’ve finished all my food, eaten a bit too much I think (this is Japan so we’re still at the office and it’s common to eat at the desk), and finally to check whether I ought to have acted on this thought earlier – I’d just finished reading Proverbs 14:21b, “mercy to the poor brings a blessing” (reflecting on how a priest often treats me to meals because I have unreasonable student loan debt to the US Dept of Ed): “Did you eat? Have you eaten?” “No.” “Why not? Do you have money?” “Yes, I was just lazy, I didn’t want to cook lunch at my apartment today.” I think the Japanese often tell “white lies”, so I don’t know whether he is being honest or if he’s seeking to avoid embarrassment.
I’ve often tried conversing with God, or seeking an answer from the Holy Spirit, and I cannot tell whether it is my own thinking or a thought coming from outside of me. I suppose I could say the same regarding negative thinking vs demonic temptations. Explanations I have seen (Christian apologetics) seem to be mere assumption, people trying to assign it from confirmation bias after the fact: “If it has a good outcome, attribute it to God; if it has a bad outcome, attribute it to the devil,” but I’m trying to be rational, not go on such blind faith, and this wouldn’t answer how to discern if it’s my own thought or not, anyway.
So can you help me to see how to rationally distinguish between my own thinking and ideas from other spiritual entities (God, angel, demon)? Do you have reading recommendations? (I have no money to buy anything.)
Or are we not supposed to be able to discern the difference, that it’s part of God having “blindfolded us to spiritual reality” until death? (I think most of us are agnostic Christians, that few of us really have any knowledge of spiritual reality, that the only ones who do are the mystics who have received private revelation.) I suppose that would explain the situation: “God wants you to listen to your guardian angel’s recommendation, i.e. act on possibly-good ideas, without knowing it’s from an angel: If you knew the advice was coming from someone far smarter than you, what glory would there be? It would be foolish not to. Blessed is he who has not seen yet believes; and the Old Testament and New Testament both have stories where people didn’t know they were interacting with an angel until after the fact.” Peter Kreeft reminds us in one of his lectures published on YouTube that angels are terrible creatures: When we encounter them, we fall on our faces in fright.
So this would be my answer: “You’re not supposed to be able to discern the difference, and you shouldn’t try to develop a relationship with your guardian angel – his role is to stay hidden. And all good things come from God, so whether it comes from an angel or from the Holy Spirit is a distinction without a difference. Moreover, if the Holy Spirit really wants to communicate something to you, it will be clear and unmistakable, either as in Acts when the Holy Spirit actually speaks, or, as the mechanism He’s put in place, through your well-formed conscience* making clear the right path or convicting you of sin.”
*(well-formed = paying attention at Mass on Sundays; reading Bible & Catechism and knowing what the Church teaches; reading encyclicals sometimes, too)