Oh how great–I hope you choose to continue your journey…and hopefully, become Catholic, too. I, too, have been confused in my life, when it comes to my own faith–and I grew up Catholic, in a very conservative Catholic, Italian family. Loving God doesn’t mean that we will never have questions, seeking His Son, will never mean that we will always understand fully everything presented to us. Sometimes, you have to accept what you don’t fully understand and allow your faith to move you forward. If we as humans could understand the mind of God, He would cease to be God, when you think about it. lol
I noticed that you were in a non Sacramental marriage…and now want to go through RCIA, I’m assuming, to explore becoming Catholic. So, you have been told that your non Sacramental marriage is an impediment to moving forward with RCIA?? I am of the understanding, that if you were married in a Catholic church, and are now divorced legally…that an annulment would be necessary to move forward through the RCIA process, but I don’t know why you would be stopped from becoming Catholic, if you were married OUTSIDE of the RCC??