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joshrp
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Hi,
I was reading an answer by Fr. Vincent Serpa to a question on why God giving His own life up in a bloody sacrifice is necessary for the salvation of souls. The link is here: catholic.com/quickquestions/if-god-is-perfect-and-needs-nothing-from-us-then-why-would-he-demand-a-human-sacrific
How does this act of going through a brutal torturous murder show God’s love for us? I know that it does somehow. I get glimpses in my mind of how this is the most perfect means of showing us God’s love, but it always seems to drift from my mind soon. I can’t seem to hold onto the understanding I have of this mystery for too long. It’s so simple when I understand it in those moments, but it is like staring into the brightness of the Sun, in that I cannot look for more than an infinitesmal moment. I wish to gaze into this mystery of God’s supreme eternal act of love on the Cross forever, and I cannot seem to fix my gaze on Him for even two microinfinitesmal moments without extreme difficulty.
Sometimes when I pray, meditating upon these mysteries, I almost experience a physical discomfort in my body. But I can’t stop praying when I am in this situation. The only way to get rid of the physical discomfort is to keep praying, keep talking to God, keep asking Him to show me what He means by all these things He has chosen to do for all salvation, and why He chose this way rather than some other. I should probably go now. I prayed over someone for the first time today. I just felt I had to do that, and I asked him if I could. My friend was born with cerebral palsy, and has been in a wheelchair for most of his life. He wants to pursue a vocation for the priesthood, and he is certainly spiritually qualified for the vocation. I want a miracle healing for him, so that he can walk, but I don’t know how to ask God for one, or even if I should. Please pray that God the Holy Spirit enlightens me in what I should ask him for in prayer, and how I should ask Him.
God bless you always and forever!
Joshua
I was reading an answer by Fr. Vincent Serpa to a question on why God giving His own life up in a bloody sacrifice is necessary for the salvation of souls. The link is here: catholic.com/quickquestions/if-god-is-perfect-and-needs-nothing-from-us-then-why-would-he-demand-a-human-sacrific
How does this act of going through a brutal torturous murder show God’s love for us? I know that it does somehow. I get glimpses in my mind of how this is the most perfect means of showing us God’s love, but it always seems to drift from my mind soon. I can’t seem to hold onto the understanding I have of this mystery for too long. It’s so simple when I understand it in those moments, but it is like staring into the brightness of the Sun, in that I cannot look for more than an infinitesmal moment. I wish to gaze into this mystery of God’s supreme eternal act of love on the Cross forever, and I cannot seem to fix my gaze on Him for even two microinfinitesmal moments without extreme difficulty.
Sometimes when I pray, meditating upon these mysteries, I almost experience a physical discomfort in my body. But I can’t stop praying when I am in this situation. The only way to get rid of the physical discomfort is to keep praying, keep talking to God, keep asking Him to show me what He means by all these things He has chosen to do for all salvation, and why He chose this way rather than some other. I should probably go now. I prayed over someone for the first time today. I just felt I had to do that, and I asked him if I could. My friend was born with cerebral palsy, and has been in a wheelchair for most of his life. He wants to pursue a vocation for the priesthood, and he is certainly spiritually qualified for the vocation. I want a miracle healing for him, so that he can walk, but I don’t know how to ask God for one, or even if I should. Please pray that God the Holy Spirit enlightens me in what I should ask him for in prayer, and how I should ask Him.
God bless you always and forever!
Joshua