This thread is full of wonderful answers from people on all parts of the walk of faith, the OP included. As some have noted, God is always present, what is absent is our recognition of Him. Not to wave a red flag at my Catholic brothers and sisters, but Martin Luther said in a letter to Ulrich Zwingli, who was one of the founders of the Anabaptist movement, " God is everywhere, even in my cabbage soup."
We cannot remove ourselves from the equation of our relationship with God. After all, He died for us, so at the very least we gain value through His sacrifice. I cannot imagine any believer saying the He died for nothing. Therefore, emotion does play a role in the recognition of the presence of God. Emotion is part of us as human beings and to try to remove it is the same as cutting off a limb. It leaves us crippled. However, it does not mean that emotion is the main tool we use to deal with the otherness in the universe.
This recognition is not necessarily willed, though it may be fervidly sought. It may also be rejected. One of the turning points in my walk of faith was a Rosary Mass in Saint Marks Cathedral in Venice. (OK, Catholic brothers and sisters, you can start cheering now). I was a Hardshell Atheist at the time. The service left me profoundly disturbed, and I was not sure why. After all, I was just a tourist looking into the various chapels in the mild curiosity of a man in a strange land. It took me years to recognize that what had affected me so strongly was the presence of God. After all, I did not understand enough Italian to know what was being said. I inferred it was the Rosary being said from the repetition and the rosaries in the worshipers’ hands.
So, Guitarjesus, I also extend a welcome to you on your walk of faith. You are coming to recognition in your very questioning. Good luck and God bless.