Pope Francis has given me great hope of coming back. I haven’t left either the Church or my OCDS Carmelite 3rd order, but my heart has cooled, and not bec of any pope – JPII and BXVI have actually kept me from cooling down more.
I was taught to hate Catholics as a kid in the 50s. My mother used to say they are communists (during the McCarthy era). Later that was actually its great appeal to me (having become disillusioned by American Protestantism as something that just supports or fails to address the evils of modern society). Not modern day industrial Soviet-style communism, but the “give according to your ability and receive according to your need” (Marx actually got that from Acts, the practice of the early Church).
Also as an anthropologist I recognized that as the first economic system – “generalized reciprocity,” which works well in small-scale societies and monasteries…where people can keep informal tabs on each other and put infomal pressures on slackers. Now I’m not saying I’m ready for such a commitment (I’m enjoying my material ownership, money-making capitalist life), just that it is appealing to me, and not the bogyman I was taught to fear and hate.
And there is a remnant of this early Church in Catholicism, lacking in other Christian denominations, the “social justice” aspect. And scholars have found that it does make some difference, Catholics are more into doing right by their brethren, caring for the less fortunate, etc.
So I was ready and eager and called to become a Catholic 44 years ago when I met my Catholic husband, and have never looked back. To whom shall I go? The Church has the words of everlasting life, and keeps them to a better extent.
In the late 80s I received a second calling to a spiritual rebirth and deeper spiritual life in Carmel (St. Teresa, along with St. Francis, was a saint I had greatly admired before converting). Deep spirituality and detachment from the world – the nada, nada, nada of St. John of the Cross.
Shortly after that in 1990, after the usual soul searching & examinations of conscience one goes thru when joining an order, I came to understand along with JPII that mitigating anthropogenic climate change was my (everyone’s) personal responsibility. It’s good God caught me at that moment bec I was ready to sacrifice and become detached from worldly goods. However I found out over the decades that when you seek first the kingdom of God and His Righteousness, all things are added unto you – I’ve found our material life improving and money piling up while lowering our greenhouse gases and concomitant pollution, now by over 60% below our 1990 level. But my great sorrow is I have not had any luck convincing others, esp Catholics, do start on that joyful journey of doing the right thing.
I’d assumed for decades that climate change has got to be a Christian, religious thing we must address, and both JPII and BXVI have been excellent and inspiring on this issue. We didn’t have cable TV, so I’d watch Trinity Broadcasting (Evangelical) – no word at all about environmental issues or global warming.
And then I got onto CAF several years ago and found even much worse hatred toward environmentalists and a high percentage of climate change skepticism well beyond the stats (Catholics actually are much better than non-Catholics on this issue out in the real world), with some posters suggesting environmentalism leads people to become neo-pagan-totalitarian-economy-destroying-baby-killing-evil-doers, and all sorts of vicious insults that never get moderated.
Now a few spots on EWTN and CAF have been uplifting, but on the whole I’d say they have very much demoralized me (tho I feel I must continue to address this omission of a strong environmental message not to “save the earth,” but to stop harming people, esp the poor thru environmenta wrong-doings). The upshot is they have greatly cooled the great religious fervor I had had, not to mention my previous priest who said he was afraid to mention climate change because of the Rush Limbaugh parishioners (I think he was one

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So when Pope Francis’s first talks and homilies emphasized greatly creation care, as well as care for the poor and unfortunate, and I spiritual life of simplicity (actually his actions speaking louder than his words), I have been just ecstatic. We also have a new priest, and I recently found out he is into environmentalism – wants to xeriscape his back yard with native plants in this our drought-stricken area and wants our campus Environmental Awareness Club to help out.
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Thanks so much for sharing this - I appreciated every word, and feel much as you do about so many things you have expressed.
I too care about the environment - we are meant to be stewards of God’s creation, meant to care for the earth (Genesis), whether we believe fully in climate change or not. Also, I can never be happy with a Catholicism that has no concern for the poor, the disenfranchised, those who find themselves falling through the cracks, whether by their own fault or not. There but for the grace of God… And if I am materially blessed (well, I’m not wealthy but have no financial worries) then I must share what I have and seriously examine what I acquire and why.
I have struggled with CAF - puzzled by what seems a bitter, critical and uncaring attitude on the part of some; I’ve come and gone several times because I felt uncomfortable and alien (partly because I’m not American), but somehow since the election of Pope Francis I find many kindred spirits once more