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St. Louis de Montfort’s “True Devotion to Mary” is an amazing piece of work! It has been integral to my coming to better understand Mary’s role in our lives. On this 300th anniversary of his death, I figured it would be a great day to share a story about my discovery of him and his writings…
I used to struggle to understand as to why so many Catholics have such a strong devotion to Mary. It made no sense to me for people to focus on the Lord’s mother so much instead of just focusing on him. I was raised Catholic and went to a Catholic school as a child. I have always had friends who had a devotion to Mary, but I just never got it. I always prayed Marian prayers when they were said in a group, but didn’t use them privately. I just didn’t understand and didn’t have any relationship to Mary…
One dreary, rainy afternoon, this question returned to me and I felt strangely called to seek out answers. I decided to close my eyes and pray to Jesus to ask him that if he truly wanted me to have a relationship with his Mother, to please help me to understand. My mind then drifted to how my sins hurt Jesus.
Suddenly, a new thought popped into my head that I had never once considered… My sins not only hurt Jesus, but also his Mother. She was perfectly obedient to God’s will, yet her Son was sacrificed for my sins. I then imagined Mary not as the smiling cheerful woman holding the child Jesus, but tearful and heartbroken. She was the silent and forgotten victim of my sins…
For the first time in my life, and nearly on the verge of tears I apologized to Mary for how my sins had hurt her. I apologized for forgetting and ignoring her and for completely overlooking the role she played and the sacrifice she made for our salvation.
At that time, through closed eyelids, I noticed the room slowly beginning to get brighter. As I opened my eyes and looked around, I noticed that the sun had broken through the clouds and it’s rays were what had brightened the room. I felt an overwhelming sense of peace come over me. I looked at the clock, and noticed it was 3:00pm.
I began searching through the forums here, trying to make sense of these new thoughts that had popped into my head, and I found for the first time an image of Our Lady of Sorrows. I began reading about her and Marian devotions, and saw a mention of St. Louis de Montfort and his “True Devotion to Mary”. I began reading it and have never looked back. My spiritual life has since been flourishing like never before. From that day on, I have felt a great closeness to Mary, and I pray a “Hail Holy Queen” every day at 3:00pm to thank her for coming into my life in such a special way to help lead me closer to her Son…
I highly recommend that everyone take a look at St. Louis de Montfort and his writings to see how they can move your soul and bring you closer to Jesus through Mary.
I used to struggle to understand as to why so many Catholics have such a strong devotion to Mary. It made no sense to me for people to focus on the Lord’s mother so much instead of just focusing on him. I was raised Catholic and went to a Catholic school as a child. I have always had friends who had a devotion to Mary, but I just never got it. I always prayed Marian prayers when they were said in a group, but didn’t use them privately. I just didn’t understand and didn’t have any relationship to Mary…
One dreary, rainy afternoon, this question returned to me and I felt strangely called to seek out answers. I decided to close my eyes and pray to Jesus to ask him that if he truly wanted me to have a relationship with his Mother, to please help me to understand. My mind then drifted to how my sins hurt Jesus.
Suddenly, a new thought popped into my head that I had never once considered… My sins not only hurt Jesus, but also his Mother. She was perfectly obedient to God’s will, yet her Son was sacrificed for my sins. I then imagined Mary not as the smiling cheerful woman holding the child Jesus, but tearful and heartbroken. She was the silent and forgotten victim of my sins…
For the first time in my life, and nearly on the verge of tears I apologized to Mary for how my sins had hurt her. I apologized for forgetting and ignoring her and for completely overlooking the role she played and the sacrifice she made for our salvation.
At that time, through closed eyelids, I noticed the room slowly beginning to get brighter. As I opened my eyes and looked around, I noticed that the sun had broken through the clouds and it’s rays were what had brightened the room. I felt an overwhelming sense of peace come over me. I looked at the clock, and noticed it was 3:00pm.
I began searching through the forums here, trying to make sense of these new thoughts that had popped into my head, and I found for the first time an image of Our Lady of Sorrows. I began reading about her and Marian devotions, and saw a mention of St. Louis de Montfort and his “True Devotion to Mary”. I began reading it and have never looked back. My spiritual life has since been flourishing like never before. From that day on, I have felt a great closeness to Mary, and I pray a “Hail Holy Queen” every day at 3:00pm to thank her for coming into my life in such a special way to help lead me closer to her Son…
I highly recommend that everyone take a look at St. Louis de Montfort and his writings to see how they can move your soul and bring you closer to Jesus through Mary.