Yes, well, I didn’t want to be especially detailed
…such as it it is, I do not feel a threat to ambiguity…
I am fascinated by the idea of cursed objects, to the point I would not mind discussing them. Honestly, I can imagine reasons for keeping them, whether you still do or don’t “place any stock” in their being cursed. So yeah, I’m not saying I know why, or that you need to tell me, but I personally don’t see that it’s an issue.
Because until someone shows me why, I may not believe in “cursed objects” per se, and so I don’t see that they are delivering any power. If you don’t believe in them, it’s no biggie so you don’t need a reason. If you’re still creeped out by them, I could see that as a reason to keep them rather than get rid of them. But I’m pretty weird and went through some pretty weird gyrations during a 14 year tumultuous, psychotic Dark Night and I’m not really afraid of much of anything from a “spiritual” standpoint any more.
As far as Jesus being offended, I was just saying He was feeling sorrow for the souls that would be lost and such…I was unaware it was such a special insight…(as I learned it from religious class.) He took upon all our suffering and sin and felt great sorrow from this. I don’t know how such could be denied…I **didn’t **mean that He was angry at us, in case you overlooked what I was saying…
I can definitely go with “sorrow” as the flavor of “offended” you meant, but I still don’t like the term because to me it implies an act of humen ego and judgment. And “offended” has a special flavor to the extent I have a hard time with the wording in the creed “and most of all because it offends you …”
For example if you do something harmful, I can judge it as harmful or destructive, and I can much regret that you’ve done it. I can even be surprised that you’ve done it. But when I start to say, “your behavior is offensive to me,” then that means a value that my ego (whether based on religious truth or not) has taken personal exception to your behavior. Further, it sees that you have a character flaw or are just being mean or stupid, to the point that my world view is shattered. Maybe it sounds dramatic, by honestly “being offended” has become a huge industry these days and is a tool being used by many powerful groups even against the good of its own members – such as certain black and feminist leaders – and keeping them very angry and victimized.
In other words, if you try to offend me and get it done, I consider that MY problem that I’m offended. It may be YOUR problem that you are mean. And for this reason I just can’t relate to Jesus being offended and at the same time says they do not know what they do. If I am offended by somebody who doesn’t know what they are doing, then I might as well be offended at a tree that falls over onto my car.
I’ve heard a proposal that Jesus suffered physically but not emotionally but I’m not quite ready to buy into that one or why did He ask about His Father abandoning Him? I think something happened at that point to let Jesus know that this one He had to do Himself. Maybe he was wishful thinking that this cup really would be taken from Him – could that be the first time He prayed to His Father and the prayer was “not answered in His favor”? I’ve never actually thought that before now so I’ll share it with you FWIW.
I try to learn, but also to apply myself to the situation so I end up with a lot of hypothetical stuff even though I do find it useful. So I do try to develop “strong” opinions at times to give context and usefulness to what I see, but I reserve the right to completely deny opinions I may have previously expressed, whether last year or last post, because as much as I think I Knew It All then, ummm, apparently I might not have.
Basically, all I wanted to know, from some (as in ANY) official Catholic source was that God and the saints do not feel negative emotions. I wanted something to prove my feelings null and void so I could chalk it up to imagination and or demons messing with me.
I am not concerned so much about Satanic tendencies–mostly just the demons themselves attached to the objects and the potential sinfulness of keeping them.
Sorry I can’t answer your question with authoritative sources atm, but I can make some noise about it.
As far as saints not feeling negative emotions, I don’t know a lot of saint stuff but I’m pretty sure they did it. Some of them were tormented and got thrown around in their cells and stuff, I’ve heard.
As far as your own feelings, I’ve been “around the block” emotionally and against medical predictions have been healed, through people, events, and processes that I can’t imagine how anything short of a Holy Spirit could have arranged. Or if it wasn’t that, something is clearly influential in my life. Funny thing was about a week after my onset of severe psycho, I was working on data entry for “anonymous private confessions” for the Synod, and suddently I took a break and told the priest in charge that I had overwhelming mathematical evidence of the existence of God. Then I got very scared because I though I would be satan bait until I could dissiminate what I have discovered safely to enough other people it would not be in satan’s interest to get rid of me because the word would have already gotten out. Sound crazy? I’ll tell you it was one tunnel of fun I didn’t ask for, but I’d never want my life to be without that story, now.
So whether it’s demons messing with my mind in a supernatural sense, or just wicked thoughts that have brewed up and want to become obsessive, I’ve used it as a model to learn how to deal with them. I’m interested in the specifics of what you want to know, and I welcome PM on the topic. If we combine our observations, it may help us both.
