How long will i slide?

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i am baptized. before i am atheist. in RCIA a deacon says confession is to heal. i start to think to suffer is for Catholics to heal. do we want to suffer?
 
i am baptized. before i am atheist. in RCIA a deacon says confession is to heal. i start to think to suffer is for Catholics to heal. do we want to suffer?
When a child skins their knee playing, it is bleeding and needs to be disinfected. If mom puts tincture of iodine on it, it will sting and hurt. But it is needed to help the wound to heal.

Does the child want to suffer? No. The iodine pain is less than having the wound infect and possibly losing a leg later.
 
what you say to me. suffer is a gift so a gift to heal can come.
 
God is Good. suffer for God is good then. a little good now? more good in eternity?
 
I think when things become too easy, where all is absolutely perfect in your mind, you should take a second take and decide if you are living according to God’s will or the will of the evil one. You have to decide what side of the battle you are on, you don’t get attacked if you are in compliance with the world, it’s that simple, being not of the world, expect to suffer, it’s just a given.
 
i talk for a long time tonight to a Catholic friend. he says i need experience. then i know what i want to know. he says trust God is how to experience God. pray and think about God.
 
Life is full of sufferings.

They say to offer your sufferings up to God.
i know life is this. offering to God is new. i still think what is this? how? i have things to make better. on the inside. i try to not say. i worry i sin to say. i live before where pain is a gift. for fun. punish a gift. not fun for me to get a gift of punish. but a thing other people like to give. i am a gift for other people to give pain. that is a life before.

Catholics say some things the same. it does not mean the same. i try to learn. to not confuse one thing before to a thing now. i do that here. i am sorry. it is not right. i try to be better.

give suffer to God. i know how this is before. not for God. for a other person.

punish for hell i think is a gift. a worse thing is God to leave. not care to punish. i say this to my Catholic friend. he says Little Flower a Saint says a same thing. see. Catholics think like this. i try to not confuse.

i say i am not worthy to have a gift of punish. for God to care to correct. give discipline. i do not find where a Catholic knows this is wrong.

you see? if God wants me to have pain. i kneel to Him to give this Gift to me. if i need pain to Confess i thank God for His Gifts. is this wrong? i try to ask this other ways. i think to say it. i do not want to sin.
 
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