However I know that Satan has tried to slow me down by having some depression moments, distractions from other people, trying to start hobbies that go nowhere, and gluttony for food. Our Lord said to cut ourselves off from things that derail ourselves from being close to Him. Satan will throw those roadblocks up. We just need to know how to go around them and keep from being detoured.
Don’t worry about satan tried to slow you down. Because he can’t! Quick grab Jesus’ hand.
Our “shalom” with Jesus is not easily faltered. Really. It’s just need us to focus on Jesus, instead of “our effort” to keep our own holiness.
It does not matter if once in a while we fall again. Because if we focus in our failures, this will surely take away Jesus from us. And this is what “the enemy” want : to brake us from our coalition with God.
Apostle Paul talked about this :
Galatians 5:4
You are separated from Christ, you who are trying to be justified by law; you have fallen from grace.
This verse exactly means this: if we try to observe the Law by our own effort, try to be righteous, pure, holy by ourselves, then this is exactly when we break coalition with God.
For example :
Our sin says this : “Why didn’t you go to Mass yesterday?” This kind of “voice” definitely is not God’s voice. Although it sounds holy, it is not. It comes from our own conscience shaken by sin. Sin tries to say this “See, you are a hopeless sinner…” This kind of voice is full of “death” inside it. This kind of voice can bring man down up to sickness and even spirituality depression.
But listen to Him who calls “Come my child, don’t be affraid… come as you are to Me, and I will give you rest”.
See always remembers that God is not the accuser. On the contrary, He is The Defender. In Jesus we get our DEFENSE against accusations in our conscience.
God the Holy Spirit says this in our defense : “See, my child, Jesus has died for your sins… Take courage, do not be affraid. Rejoice!!! You are God’s son/ daughter . You are one of the heirs and heiresses of The Kingdom. Come to me… TRUST IN ME”
Then we say a very simple answer to Him who offers us unconditional love : “Yes Lord, here I come. Help Me Lord”.
God bless.