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Dr. Bombay:
This is a post worth repeating. I was a non-Catholic prior to VII. My wife and I were converted to the Faith in Mexico. We were brought into the Novus Ordo Church, (which, by the way, I unhesitatingly call ‘New Church’). We spent 8 dreary years in the NO until, by God’s grace, our eyes were opened to the “pre-Vatican II Church” and the TLM which, of course, is Her glorious driving, pulsating engine.I was born several years after the Council ended. I attended 13 years of Catholic school (including kindergarten). I received almost zero catechesis in that time. I had no clue about certain aspects of my Faith after I graduated high school. In fact, most everything I learned about the Faith came from my parents and reading some of my dad’s books (“Theology for Beginners”, “St. Andrew Daily Missal”, etc.)
I have a real rage problem that I’m working on (pray for me) against the priests and teachers who robbed me of my spiritual patrimony and refused to teach me the Truth. Instead of the Truth, I got “I’m ok, you’re ok”, insipid English missals, stupid liturgical novelties, hippie homilies and an attempt to make the Faith (as they saw it) “relevant” to young people. Which only succeeded, BTW, in making it irrelevant.
I’m just discovering the TLM in the past few years. It speaks to my sinful heart in a way Father Feelgood’s “liturgies” never did. I might add that God has also blessed me by leading me to several priests in my diocese who say the new Mass with reverence and dignity and aren’t afraid to preach the Truth from the pulpit. I’m still still struggling with the new Mass (pray for me again), mainly because I still associate it with the idiocy of my childhood. But as I study it more I realize what an astounding miracle it is, regardless of Rite. And, I think the new English translations will do wonders to further distance in my mind today’s Mass from what I suffered through in childhood.
So, as to the question of if I’m pre-Vatican II…I guess you could say I am, at least in “Spirit.”
The thought of the horror that I went through in the 70’s and 80’s every Sunday and daily during religion class makes me shudder. I wouldn’t return to that time for all the money in the world.